More Sexy Journal Entries
Fri. April 25, 2025
Oh my, what a great experience last night was! After a short time of rubbing my pussy, I got to work with the dildo. It felt SO good! I was just creaming with arousal, which made riding the dick feel divine. I switched between riding and lying on my back several times; both just felt really good. I was gushing thick fluid and felt so horny. When I came, it was perhaps the strongest orgasm I’ve ever had. I literally moaned out loud because it was wrenched out of me by the warm convulsions deep in my cunt. Wow! I just laid limp after, and even once I had used the restroom and gone to bed, I was still a bit lightheaded and buzzing.
Wed. May 7, 2025
Wow, last night was sure amazing! I rubbed myself to wetness in bed, moved to the floor, and easily impaled myself on my dildo. Riding it felt delicious, and I came very quickly. The hot audio and rubbing my clit helped! But I felt like I could go again, incredibly. This time I laid on my back. My vagina felt different, much more awake, if that makes sense. And I really felt like I would squirt the entire time I pounded and rubbed my pussy. I finally did cum, hard, with a lot of hard breaths and gasps. Two orgasms in a row is amazing for me!
Thurs. May 22, 2025
I had a first yesterday: I dared to grind my pussy on my swim shorts as I lay sunbathing in only a thong. No one could see me, so it was fine. Still, it felt quite naughty. Later that night I was very horny and rubbed myself, then got down on the floor and rode my dildo. I laid on my back to screw myself and enjoyed the wet cream oozing out of me. I imagined my future husband ravishing my slick cunt with his dick. I came hard, gasping for breath.
Wed. June 11, 2025 (on vacation)
Today I was wearing a short, soft dress and a thin, light blue thong. I have to say, it felt so sexy and naughty to feel the fabric of the dress against my bare butt cheeks. And walking around a beach town knowing I could lean over and there was only a tiny thong between me and other people’s eyes . . . very arousing. Ah, it just made me want my future husband with me in this lovely coastal location even more!
I laid down for a rest this afternoon and decided to masturbate, since I was SO horny. It actually took a very short time of rubbing my pussy and clit over my thong until I came deliciously. It was a struggle to stay quiet! My thong was soaked and sticky afterwards.
Sun. June 22, 2025
Today I had a quickie, which is a good thing because I’ve wondered if it would always take me so long to cum. I just humped a towel, naked, and got a strong clitoral orgasm. It was very concentrated in one point, not excessively strong to the point of feeling drained after, but quite good. I had a headache when I went to bed, so I dry-humped the bedding, then got my towel to grind on it, naked from the waist down. It really helped my head, and I moved to the floor for full-on grinding. I had a great orgasm. I literally grasped the carpet while I climaxed! As I lay there panting, it took a few minutes to recover!
Wed. June 25, 2025
I think today was a first! Before my shower, I enjoyed some pussy-rubbing over my thong, then did a bit fully naked. But I was more in the mood for grinding, since I used my dildo yesterday. I bounced my ass and ground deep, loving the resulting wetness. And I came satisfactorily. But . . . I wasn’t fully satisfied, and actually felt able to go again! It took almost another hour, but this second orgasm was a more stretched-out one, and I think I squirted just a little. That, or I pissed, since I had a full bladder. Either way, it felt so good, and way more controlled as my pelvic muscles worked to excrete fluid. Very encouraging!
[…] I have been reading most of your wonderful comments on the different biblical erotic content on this platform. I must say, I find you comments rather insightful, celebratory, and….arousing. I am quite surprised to be the 1st comment on your wonderful journal entries […]. As yourself (and I presume so) I too am a great fan of biblical sex within holy matrimony, and I wish to do many great things to satisfy my wife. […]
I found your entries rather stimulating, and although I believe you to be a virgin like me, mildly intriguing to savor the taste in one's own experience. I could not help but mention, I love your virgin sexthusiasm in these sensitive matters. […]
[Edited by MH: While we appreciate the desire for singles to make connections, in order to keep clear boundaries and maintain a safe and comfortable environment, we do not facilitate the exchange of contact information. Sorry!]
I understand. I did not know about the guidelines you mentioned. Thank you for clarifying. No worries. Better to know than to be left in the dark. Keep up the good work MH team.
Thanks Camo! Glad you enjoyed the entries! It's always encouraging to read the comments from others here, especially single guys who are also pursuing Godly and hot sexuality!
Sounds like you really enjoy a good time!
Oh yeah! I am really enjoying these years as a single woman, and I'm sure I'll enjoy marriage if God so blesses me!
A therapist ten or so years ago suggested I keep a sex journal. Writing about the sexual experiences that I enjoy with my wife – & reading them sometimes years later, has made me far more grateful for what we have. I think you keeping a journal is a very good thing.
Some of my journal entries have been written up in detail for MH. That can take a while. For instance, just last night I finally submitted a Thanksgiving morning story. I had a journal entry in a long list form. It took a while to make it more readable for the MH audience.
By the way, I frequently pray for you n your future husband to find each other. Knowing your body so well will be a big plus!
It really is a good idea, and it helps to see your sexual trajectory and what you learn. Most of my entries read pretty much the same and are boring (more like quick notes just to remind me how I masturbated and if I climaxed), but some are hot!
Thank you for your prayers! They mean so much to me. I pray for every person on this site from time to time. You all are a big blessing and encouragement to me!
Each of these beautifully erotic excerpts made me smile and sent blood flowing in a southerly direction. 😉
I love how much you are enjoying yourself as you learn about your body. I also love that you share such intimate details with us as you explore the wonderful gift that is sex.
I still say that you should compile your journey and write a book.
Thank you for sharing LLL!
So glad I could contribute to a bit of southern flow, KM! 😉 I always appreciate your comments. The journey of getting to know my body is both delightful and frustrating, as I learn my hang-ups and embrace every feature. But above all, it's a blessing because God has given me complete mental and psychological liberation. I have no fear or disgust anymore about sexual stuff, so praise to Him!
I'm working on a book of how to address sexuality from a Christian viewpoint, outlining all the stuff I wish I'd been taught, but I'm not sure when it will be done, or what name to publish it under! It's hard keeping my real life separate from my MH identity, especially since I'd want to share the book with everyone here!
It’s great to hear that you’re working on a book. It is a lot of work, and I wish you well.
I have a dream/goal of one day compiling and publishing a set of sexy short stories. For me personally, I know that if I’m ever able to do that, I will use a pseudonym.
In my family, church, and community, no one would understand or think it’s okay to write or publish anything to do with sex.
Ugh, I get you there. Some of my family would be good with me writing a book like that, but some wouldn't! 😁
LLL – I really want to read that book of yours. I hope you finish it soon.
I hope you don't mind me watching as you display your body & masturbation, in words. It is very erotic. In your swim shorts while sunbathing was very arousing. I took out my cock & masturbated with you. You are inspiring. I looked up from your words & saw my white greasy fluid running all down my hand wrapped around me. To see such confidence & arousing feminine activity is a blessing. Thank you for sharing. Celebrating with you, what God gave you & your future husband.
Thank you! It's an honor to inspire heat for others! You and so many others here have done that for me, so how can I not return the favor? I can only credit God with my sexual and feminine confidence. He has worked powerfully in my life! If it's His will, I pray I get to share this hot exploration with one good man someday.
Man there’s some 🔥🔥🔥 in these entries, LLL 😂
The multiple O’s and quickies sound like exciting progress! I’m sure proficiency in those areas would come in handy in the future. Have these entries been mostly on-offs? Or have you been able to repeat the successes?
Thanks for sharing, looking forward to more entries! My cock is throbbing now, so I guess I’ll have to take some inspo from your solo fun lol.
Glad you got some "inspiration" from this post! It's always hot to go back and read my journal, for sure! Yeah, the multiple Os and quickies are rarer; usually a session takes longer, and then I'm one-and-done. But each time is eye-opening and instructive as to how my body works.
Yes, forgot to come back and respond to this.. but I did bring myself to an explosive orgasm re-reading this later lol. I also personally love how much you use the word cunt in your journals. I typically default to pussy, but I do find it super hot when a woman comfortable using “dirty” words like that when talking about her sex. Especially when it’s just for one’s own enjoyment in this case of writing personal journal entries.
Agreed that this is one hot entry, LLL. Keeping a masturbation journal is such a great idea and one that I'm really enjoying reading. In fact I'd say it's bound to be one of my favorite series! I hope that other women will find encouragement and inspiration in your example. Here's to many more orgasms!
I'll have to submit more entries, hopefully of more progress as time passes! I'm honored that you are enjoying it!
"My thong was soaked and sticky afterwards."
Good on you LLL, I want to encourage you that this is good, I pray that all good Christian girls are sometimes deliberately getting their underwear, "soaked and sticky". [smile]
I understand wanting to keep real life and MH separate, you are right to do so, at least at this stage.
I would love to at least read some extracts from the book you are writing. Are you doing it through Christian Leaders Institute? (Henry Reyenga has my email).
PS. LLL it is beautiful reading about your masturbation.
And that of the lovely men who were inspired to wank themselves.
Sarah K
I too loved reading about LLL’s masturbation – I could visualise every detail. Her use of the word ‘cunt’ reminded me about encouraging (successfully) my wife to use that and many other such sex words when we were making love early in our marriage.
I too became aroused and had to release after reading her accounts.
Great reply. Sarah K. And You’re quite an inspiration yourself!!
LLL,
WOW!! Before finishing reading the third sentence of your post, my dick was super-hard and I had to pull it out and play with it. Your detailed descriptions are exactly what I love to "hear" from a woman. Many women could learn from your positive attitude and freedom of expression.
(Having read in some of your other posts that you enjoy a man masturbating, I wanted to return the favor. You might recall from some of my posts that I have not been laid in 15+ years, and I have not shot any cum for about 12+ years — due to an error in an emergency surgery. That said, read on…!)
Although I have lost a little bit of length in recent years (I'm 67 now) from non-use, my dick is still thicker than average. I cannot get my fingers all the way around it, even though I wear size 9 work gloves. I want to stuff it into my next wife's pussy and drive her wild with its hot thickness.
I had already decided that I would jack off today. It has been about a week or so, and I need some relief. (Right now, I am playing a little, and then typing a little.) Your post is SO HOT that today I actually have a little bit of precum oozing out. That doesn't happen much, and so THANK YOU. (Gotta stroke some more after typing that.) Knowing that you are visual, [hopefully I can provide a visual for you, as you did for me.]
My balls are so full. At random intervals, I cup them with my other hand. That feels really nice — kinda "comforting" and relaxing. Also, at random, I use both hands. Mostly, I do that on both sides of my dick. (Picture a woman shaking up a champagne bottle with both hands and then popping the cork. That's kinda what the motion looks like […] 😉
Also at random intervals, I use the palm of my hand to rub the soft and smooth part of the head of my dick. (I think that it is called the "glans".) It gets really warm while I'm jacking off. Interestingly, that very sensitive part of my dick is what used to make contact with my first wife's clit when she would ask me to pull out a little and rub it on her. I think it's interesting that God placed the most sensitive parts of the man and woman right where they would touch each other during Naked Fun Playtime.
I hope that these "word pictures" do for you what yours are doing for me. I just laid waaaaaaay back in the recliner [and my balls are] bouncing up and down. [Hope that's a nice visual.] 😉
[From MH: Light edits for tone. It's a difficult and fine line to walk on these subjects, but let's try to err on the side of leaning AWAY from tones that suggest flirtation with other MH members.]
So happy you experienced a little flow of fluid, and that my writing could help with that! Thanks for the high praise of my writing too. And yes, your remarks brought up some nice visuals, so thank you!
LLL regarding your full bladder, have you read my Wet panty masturbation story?
Love the times and variety you have in your masturbation patterns. Very nice to read how you describe how you get inspirated. Thanks for sharing your intimate journals.
You're welcome!
You have given us some wonderful and beautiful reading.
My mother taught my sister and I sexuality and that included masturbation. Being a deeply Christian and nudist woman she felt it was a part of life that was a wonderful gift.
For many years I have masturbated with fingers and after my mother bought me a vibrator as well. I also fantasized what my husband would be like while cumming. All those dreams turned out to be true.
I still love to masturbate. Out on the patio during a hot summer day under the sun I have convolutions when my orgasms cum.
When you find your man I pray he is as understanding as mine.
California Coastal, your mother taught you and your sister well.
And my parents taught me.
"When you find your man I pray he is as understanding as mine."
Understanding what?
One sees it on the good Christian married men (and striving to be good), here on MH, they either rejoice that their wife is a woman who masturbates herself, or prays that she would.
If we were to survey the men and asked, "do you want your wife to be a woman of masturbation?" I'm sure we will get a resounding "yes", from all of them.
That is a wonderful upbringing! I'm so happy you had that and that it prepared you to enjoy your marriage.
Hi California! Are all your family members nudists—mom, dad, and sister? You have a great mom! So cool that she bought her daughters their first vibrators! Which one did she buy you? What is your favorite vibe today?
Yes, Hot Tamale we are all nudists. Nudism goes back several generations for my family.
My parents didn't really think about nudism being something you would socialize with others. They knew about it, but for them it was something that was more comfortable and it helped save wear and tear of their clothes. My sister and I grew up naked, so we didn't know any other way to live. I did discover threw magazine articles about clubs, etc. and clued my parents in. They joined a club and loved going there. We got to meet and become friends with other kids.
I married a man who was partially nude in their family and my sister met a man at the club she married. We have one daughter and sis has a boy and a girl. Everyone is a nudist and is totally comfortable around anyone without clothes.
That’s a wonderful lifestyle CC. I can’t imagine it in reality, but having that level of comfort in the nude with other people sounds nice.
That’s awesome, California! So, your inlaws are totally comfortable with you being naked, even if they aren’t? So much freedom being naked! Relaxing too! My hubby would have no problem seeing my mom and sisters naked. haha🤪. Is it true that most nudists are bush free? Hubby and I both sport the bald look and love it! My hubby would LOVE to go to a nude beach or resort!
I also think it’s awesome when moms and daughters talk openly about sex, masturbation, and toys— even making recommendations. How wonderful!.
Fri, 06 Feb 2026,
LLL,
I just wanted you to know that I had bookmarked this post, and I save it for when I have a real "need". It always helps. 😉