When I’m Full of Longing (F)
(F) – This story contains a fantasy of extra-marital sex.
This was a typical day in which I was feeling very needy for my future husband. I’m in my luteal phase, and it’s interesting to note the various sexual moods I find myself in as I near my period. One day I’m raging with unsated desire and masturbate with all kinds of wild fantasies playing through my brain, then the next I feel gentler and burning to be tenderly held and slowly made love to. Today was such an one.
I started my foreplay by wearing a white G-string and rubbing it over the slit of my pussy teasingly. Then I laid down on my back and massaged my mound until I was quite slick. Usual towel-grinding followed while I watched a sweet, romantic sex video of a couple in a tropical resort bedroom, lovingly touching each other and giving oral and penetrative pleasure.
Up next was some fingering while I resumed lying on my back, and I reached for my vibe, but I had dried up rather quickly and was stiff. So, more grinding, and I was nice and slippery and loosened in moments.
I sat up with my back against the bed and faced the mirror as I pushed my vibe into my pussy. Oh man! It felt amazing. I could literally sense the bulbous head of the vibe rubbing along delightful spots in my channel. I’ve said before that those nerves seem to be “waking up,” and sliding my finger or vibe inside me is really offering me pleasure. (Praise the Lord!)
As I watched the scene in the mirror, my mind painted intimate pictures involving my future husband.
I pretended we were on our honeymoon and he was thrusting gently into me, enjoying my pussy and marveling at how creamy I get. I was encouraging him, begging him to cum. With my right hand I fingered my pussy lips and clitoral hood, and with the left I screwed myself, trying different angles, imagining I was accepting his strong, full cock.
At one point, I flipped onto my belly and writhed on the vibe, still rubbing with my right hand, but with my arms pinned under me, it wasn’t that comfortable. I nearly came, though!
I returned to my spot before the mirror and gazed over my lamplit body, my softly-toned belly, my tanned arms, my long, untied hair, my small round breasts with the taut pink nipples, my flushed vulva shining with my fluids, and I kept whispering to my invisible partner.
The vixen in me came out and I fantasized that my husband had invited a few friends into the room and let them each take a turn in me. After one guy “came,” I would pull the vibe out and let my cream drip out, pretending it was his cum. Then I’d drive it back in, pretending it was the next guy ramming into my used pussy.
Finally my “husband” reclaimed me, engulfed by a very wet, squishy cunt, and I welcomed him in and talked him into unleashing his load in me. I spasmed around the vibe. The sensations flooded me so quickly that I jerked it out, hoping I might squirt. I didn’t, but it still felt delightful. A few shakes and shudders, and I took some deep breaths to calm myself.
Oh, how I longed to finish such a delicious session with the one man God has set apart for me! I can’t explain what I felt. I just wanted to give him indescribable pleasure, and to receive the same from him. I wanted to kiss his mouth lazily, to go limp in his arms, to feel his sweaty skin, to hold him and be held by him. May it be so someday, dear Lord!
What a wonderful story! Stay horny my dear and keep writing.
Thank you! I will!
I really enjoy your writing. And I don’t know how many women pay that kind of close attention to their sexual mood throughout their cycle, but I applaud you for doing it.
Then the way you carry is through your whole sexy session, detailing your thoughts and the sensations you’re feeling is truly enjoyable.
I also love the way you center on your future husband while releasing that “vixen” fantasy in your mind.
I liked it LLL. Really well done.
Thanks! The more I learn about the female cycle and how it affects basically everything in a woman's health and wellbeing, the more I appreciate it and want to use the signs as I go through a month (though for me, it's never an exact month). And yes, I enjoy those fantasies. 😁
So naughty. If you fantasize about cum. You should invest in fake cum lube. There are several on the market, I use Fuck Sauce from Adam and Eve. Thanks for the hot read!
Ooh, I may look into that. I can't wait for the real thing though!
I pray that you and your future husband will find each other. You are going to help him be a very fulfilled man!
Like KM said, you are very good n tune with your sexual moods during your cycle! Even after menopause those moods can vary. Sometimes my Melody goes all vixen and wants it really bad n other times she wants it more gradually.
Your fantasy within a fantasy was kind of creative too.
Your prayers mean so much. I know that the Lord hears them, and so I wait joyfully.
The female cycle is really complex and daily changing. It's quite an adventure figuring out how it affects health and libido. I am working towards getting it as healthy and balanced as I can.
Though I would never even entertain the thought of inviting another person into my marriage bed, I do find fantasies about it arousing. And for me, it's freeing knowing that I have set standards and can enjoy those thoughts. I pray for a guy who has a pure heart and the same view on these fantasies.
Wonderful story. Keep it up. Have to tell you that your stories are amazing turn on. Several times have resulted in my own solo sessions. LLL keeps your stories cumming 😊
I sure will! Happy to help! 😄
My gosh LLL. You certainly know how to get the blood flowing and her me to release. Love your stories
Thank you! I love writing them. And I love reading the comments!
LLL thank you for your reply. I imagine that you are a very attractive woman. I love reading about your sexual journey and experiences. Here is a book that you may enjoy reading Female Ejaculation and the G Spot
Deborah Sundahl I found it interesting in learning about a woman’s sexual life and response. 😊 honestly your stories get me very excited and horny. I reread them. 😉😜😜😜. Praying for you and your journey.
I'm very flattered! And thanks for the book recommendation. I will write it down so I can look for it.
Wow! LLL this story was amazing. Got me and wifey super hot and led to a late night of hot and spicy sex and many orgasms. .
We actually role played as you and your future husband on your honeymoon ..it was hot.
She is pre period as well so she is was feeling extremely horny. Some months are stronger then others and this month is very strong lol.
Ho girl, this story got me super hard! I was stroking my 7 inch cock but then I have to fuck my fleshlight to ejaculate, I came so hard reading your story..I know that you fantasize about other men but I know for women this is very common they also fantasize about being with another woman, if this just kept of fantasizing I think it's ok.
I'm also single, (I'm not a virgin) I'm no trying to a virgin tho by any means, just hope one day I can experience married sex which is way better.
I pray you find the right man, the one who's gonna pound and eat your wet pussy so good!
for some reason female juices or reading stories of women getting wet gets me so hard!
I think marriageheat should do a forum or something kinda like tinder so that single can get to know each other and get married.
Thanks for the feedback! I'm glad I can contribute to some self-care on your end! Yes, I do wish there was some kind of forum for exchanging info. Maybe the MH moderators will discuss it. I'm sure they see the number of singles who are on here and would like to get to know each other.
We do see, LLL, and a forum was attempted in years past. It didn't work out well. Unsolicited contact from people with, let us say, not the best of intentions caused many members—especially women—to complain and leave. Moderation proved nigh-impossible, and we don't want to be the source of harm of any kind to our readers.
But Songs of the Believers was formed by a collection of MHers who wanted to see the forum continue. They aren't geared toward singles, but they do allow them (or did the last time we checked) with the caveat that they try to keep the numbers pretty even between males and females.
That said, catfishing is a real risk in any forum, so please be as careful as humanly possible when interacting in any of them.
If you really want to contact someone that writes here it’s easy enough by using one of the sites that has direct messaging. Or set up an email with your user here as the name. Certainly debatable that we should be able to here but I see why they feel better to safer than sorry.
and please girl, share more. masturbation is a gift from heaven! 🍆💦😻
Definitely will! I love this site. It's helped me so much. I agree…God blest us humans with masturbation.
Very hot fantasy. I remember years ago when the majority here decided you could only think about your spouse when masturbating. Even more during sex. In my view anything is acceptable in a fantasy. I too often think about several men pleasuring me as my husband watches or helps. Without such ideas I find it difficult to be aroused enough to achieve orgasm. The only battle for me was if these were imaginary people having sex with me or real people I knew and was attracted to. Well written and hope you write more. I wonder how acceptable the fantasy would be if a tongue giving you oral belonged to a female? Maybe someday.