Sucking a Cumming Dildo for my Future
Here’s a journal entry about me, a toy, and a video I made for my future husband.
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The red light on my phone camera blinked at me like it knew every wicked thought I wasn’t supposed to have. I propped it against a stack of books, angled just enough to catch me kneeling on the carpet, hair brushed loose so it framed my face the way I know looks sweetest. My heart wouldn’t slow down. I kept whispering to myself that this was for him, for my husband, the man I haven’t even met yet. A gift he’d open one day, proof that I’d been practicing just for him.
I held the toy up to the lens, the thick-veined shaft glistening with the lube I’d smeared all over. My cheeks were already pink, my hand trembling as I said softly, “This is for you.” Then I leaned in and let my tongue trace the tip, slow and nervous, a little moan escaping before I could stop it. My lips closed around it, and I pushed down, gagging almost immediately, but I kept going—messier, louder, wetter. Strings of spit clung between my mouth and the toy each time I pulled back.
I stole glances at the camera, imagining him watching this years from now, seeing his bride already broken in, eager, filthy just for him. That thought made me shove deeper, throat straining, tears prickling the corners of my eyes. My hand pumped the base, trying to match the bobbing of my head, drool dripping onto my chest, soaking the lace of my bra.
And then it happened. That faint click, and a sudden jet filled my mouth. I coughed around it, swallowing as much as I could, but it spilled everywhere, across my lips, down my chin, splattering over my breasts. I looked up into the camera with cum running down my body, smiling like I belonged to him already.
I whispered, “I’ve been saving myself for you, sir, but I’m learning how to make you happy.”
Wow. That’s short and sweet, but it’s one of the hottest things I’ve ever read.
With utmost seriousness, I’m very impressed with your dedication and commitment.
Not a lot of women, (at least in my experience), put this much effort in after they are married, much less before the nuptials.
This is a mic drop moment. Bravo
What a hot idea! Ooh, your future husband will love watching that video! You're braver than I am with practicing deepthroating. I am a gagger and I just cannot overcome that reflex (though I've tried), so I'll have to learn other techniques. You've inspired me to video myself more as I masturbate so my future husband can enjoy seeing my prep work for him!
Fuck! My cock has risen to attention.. a wifey like that is his dream. I look to provide the same level of attention and care to her pleasure as well. Your future husband will be a happy man I’m sure lol
To start with, the picture you painted with your words were truly arousing. Just following your experience brought me to a point of pursuing my own need for satisfying my needs with orgasm.
You say your reason for this is to show your future husband.
However until you meet that future husband you don't know for sure how in line his ideas would be with yours.
As much as all women are different, Men are equally as different.
And you'll find that in marriage there's much compromising and learning about one another.
You seem so sweet and establishing yourself and your personal desires.
And as you head further into maturity and relationships know that conversation. Open, honest conversation between the both of you how about your needs and desires needs to take place in order for you to have a life partner who will match yours.
Too often as believers we put our best foot forward to our potential mate and put everything else behind us letting it lay in the shadows.
But these are the things that we need to bring forth because these are who we are, our sexuality is us and it's imperative that you both are open to one another sexuality and what it means to join together and pursue that single sexual relationship between you..
And even more so as believers sexuality is one of the most difficult people for two people who are not intimate yet to talk about.
Bear all of these things in mind as you move forward. Know yourself first and be true to yourself.
And as you progress in your relationship with someone slowly search out truth from one another.
Lady L. 💋
Wonderful, and so refreshing to see more young women who have this attitude about preparing for marriage. I have read SHE COMES FIRST because I would love to get better at cunnilingus to please my future wife, but getting a fake pussy to practice on just doesn't quite do the same thing I'm sure. But I applaud your approach and wish you much success in the future.
I don’t know FM. I might have to respectfully disagree with your thoughts about the fake pussy. Especially if you get some pussy scented lube. And such a thing does exist 😉
Hmmmm interesting. And is it pussy FLAVORED as well? Sounds like a novelty product still…
FM, I can’t vouch for its quality or actual proximation to the real scent because I’ve never actually used it.
But, it wouldn’t take much for you to find this product as well, and…what could it hurt to try? 😉
I’m going to chime in here. Get a toy pussy and enjoy it. I bought one for my husband after seeing a guy enjoy one in a video (yeah, I’m still watching guys masturbate, though less) but it was so hot watching him enjoy it. And the guy, who I’ve seen stroke a lot, completely lost it. He’s usually cool and collected but he just enjoyed it.
Wow what a definitely hot story!
I honestly hope I am such a lucky man, who I know in your context of waiting and preparing will be truly blessed.
I would do the same for my wife and make sure she is eaten out thoroughly.
It does not need to be a sucking video, but the image of semen on your face running down onto your body and bra is quite sexy and feminine.
But I can see great value in Christian singles recording themselves masturbating, especially for women.
Videos of yourself masturbating can reassure your husband/husband to be, that you are a Christian woman who is feminine and, knows that your sexuality is part of who you should be as a Christian – whole and holy. That you are a Christian who masturbates herself is a positive thing.
Personally, my husband was raised with, "men play at love for sex, and women play at sex for love", this implied that women did not really want sex – that is a lie. Being able to show videos of myself masturbating reassured him that I too wanted sex, especially seeing me some years younger, horny and pleasuring myself – they are hot, arousing, beautiful.
Hi Emma! wow. truly that's all I can say. I was wondering if you'd ever write again and wow you did not disappoint. This story is incredible. You truly encapsulate a woman who wants to please her man. You are going to make a man very happy one day. I love reading your stuff, please keep writing and may you find your man!
Wow Emma, that is so hot, as a single man myself I would love my future wife to make sexy videos like this to show me when we get married! I have filmed a few little things in the past of myself, maybe I should do it a bit more for my future wife?
Hey everyone. For those of you who don’t know, I got married. Just wanted to come on and say he’s really enjoying all the videos I’ve filmed for him over the last several years. And the sex is amazing.
Congratulations! That's awesome! I think it's so special that you made videos of yourself with your future husband in mind. As a single man, I would feel so loved to be given that kind of gift by my future wife after we're married. That kind of forward-thinking act from a woman says that her mind is in the right place, and tells me she's both thoughtful and sex-positive, which are two amazing traits to have in a wife. Keep up that intentionality in your marriage! It will go a long way toward keeping your relationship good.
Emma C,
Congratulations on your marriage. And on the wisdom of making those videos.
I trust we will hear of the sex and marital masturbation.
God bless you both.
CONGRATULATIONS!! I'm happy for both of you.