A Second Chance

My husband is 9 years older than me. I am 24 he is 33. We’ve been together for a little over 9 months now. We met on an internet dating site last summer. I was previously married and so was he. Neither of our past relationships had been what we wanted, but when we met it’s like the earth shook.

Being a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, sex was always hard for me. Especially the emotional part, but I learned quickly things would be different with him.  Sex was awesome from the beginning, like nothing I had ever experienced before.  I went from doing it just because I felt like I had to, to doing it because I wanted to. I crave his attention.

Even his smell excites me. I love it when he comes in from work and his pheromones and natural body odor are accelerated. His scent is a combination of sweat, cigarette smoke and something I’ve never been able to identify.  I love smelling his shirts when he takes them off and often find myself smelling them before I launder them.

We go through our nightly routine of watching television and eating together. I sneak peaks at him the whole time. We also shower together, it started last summer after I had a gallbladder operation. This is one of my favorite things. I love watching the hot water run over his body. Watching his muscles move gets me all hot and bothered.  I do what I have to do in the shower and sometimes I will randomly touch his penis. I love seeing the look of surprise on his face and the smile that follows. Sometimes it’s just a slight touch, other times I will touch him until he gets hard. He is uncircumcised and I love watching his foreskin pull back over the head of his penis.

At the end of our shower, I stalk him like a lion stalks its prey. I love watching his penis move as he towels off. Every now and then I will give it a quick lick or suck. I love his reaction and have to stop myself or I will keep going until we both can’t take it anymore.

And the comes bedtime. Our routine is “Lay down” or ” Go to sleep”.  Lay down means being wrapped up in each other for God knows how long. I usually pick “Lay Down”. More than twenty-four hours without being with him I started to get anxious and agitated.

We usually start with slow kisses, throwing a little tongue in there every now and again. I love the way his mouth and lips taste, his lips are so soft and full. I love feeling his beard rub against me as he kisses me. He tugs at my shirt, an indicator that he wants me to strip down. I do so as he removes what clothing he has on, usually boxers. We lay side by side, facing and continue to kiss. He runs his hands up my arm, onto my shoulder.  I love it when he starts kissing my neck, collarbone, and shoulders; it drives me crazy!

I can feel his erection pressing into my leg.  He takes his hand and spreads my legs, going for my pussy. He starts rubbing my clit with fingers, he is gentle and before long I cum. He slides his fingers down and slips them into my soaking wet cunt.  Instantly I am in ecstasy. I love the way his fingers touch all the right places, going over my g-spot over and over again until I explode on his fingers. I love seeing the look on his face as he does this. He smiles when I cum. I play with his hard cock the whole time he touches me. I love playing with the foreskin, feeling it slide up and down.  We kiss one more time and I indicate it is his turn. He lays on his back and I start using my mouth to make him feel good. I love the way his cock tastes and I take my time getting the head wet with plenty of saliva. He has a Price Albert genital piercing and I love moving the ring back and forth with my tongue. I go down the head and shaft and come back up. He bites his bottom lip while I do this.

My husband loves to eat pussy. He is amazing with is tongue and lips. I go crazy when he flips me over on my back and puts his head between my thighs. He flicks his tongue over my clit and sucks on it. He runs his tongue down my slit and makes love to my hole with his mouth.  He runs his tongue back up and continues pleasuring my clit. He loves it when I come all over his face.

I kiss his balls and lick them. I run my fingers over them, I kiss his pubic mound and the head of his penis. I love going down him and have to refrain from making him cum this way. I love it when he busts in my mouth. The times he has, I play with the cum, moving it back and forth with my tongue. He usually stops me. He wants his cock inside of me. I climb on top of him and start putting his penis in my already throbbing wet pussy. I lay on his chest so I can kiss him.

He starts thrusting and I’m hanging onto his shoulders. I knead them and run my hands up his neck, touching the side of his face. I love it when he grabs my ass and my thighs, pushing me down on his dick even further. I can feel the heat from him, every vain in his thick, hard cock. I love feeling his piercing hit my g-spot. It doesn’t take long before I clamp myself down on his cock, cumming hard.  Sometimes I will ride him hard, watching the look on his face as he watches me. I do this until I cum all over him.  I drop back down and he wraps his arms around me again. He pulls me close and tight into his chest. I can feel his balls smacking up against me and my clit rubbing his pubic mound.

I tell him I love him because it’s never just sex. We almost always make love regardless of how we do it.  He holds back as long as he can, I can feel his penis start to swell and that usually makes me come hard again. I hang onto his shoulders even tighter as I feel his orgasm build. His arms are tight around me now, and my lips never leave his.  This sets me off and I have another orgasm right as he slams me down on his cock, I can feel hot cum flowing into me and his cock twitching. We kiss, and I lay and cuddle on his chest.

Sometimes I will grind my hips into him until I come again or he will keep thrusting until I orgasm several more times. I pull off his cock and I can feel his cum flowing out of my pussy and onto the inside of my thighs. I love how warm it is.

He will use his fingers on me again after we have made love sometimes. This sends me over the edge.  I especially love it when he sucks on and plays with my nipples while he is doing this. I explode all over his hand even more.  On occasion, I will suck the remaining cum off his cock when we are done. I love watching him jerk and spasm because his penis is so sensitive. We do this for a while and then clean-up. We still pick at and tease each other after we’ve made love.

I could make love to him constantly, my emotion for him is so strong in an emotional and physical sense. I never imagined I would have this type of relationship with someone.

I love him more than words can say. He is my everything and every night after we make love I fall asleep curled up beside him. He is the best thing to ever happen to me and I couldn’t imagine my life any other way.