Another Spicy Session with the New Cock (L)
(L) – This story contains strong language.
Using my dildo has become part of my routine almost every time I masturbate. It’s amazed me that my pussy can accommodate a life-sized cock, when for a number of years my uninvaded vagina struggled to accept a small tampon or my finger. Consistency has been the biggest key to unlocking pleasurable penetration and giving me great hope that PIV sex will be wonderful if I ever get married. I’m still learning so much and have so far to go, but these last few months have been really encouraging.
The dildo, as I’ve described in a previous post, is 6.5” in length, so just a tiny bit above average. I forgot the girth, but it looks pretty average too. I can’t remember why I settled on that size when making the purchase. It may have been the cheapest but also most apparently quality dildo I saw on Amazon. Plus, I wanted it to look realistic. This particular dildo is a nice rubbery silicone with a helmeted tip, wrinkly balls, and fleshy pink-brown hue. It also has a suction cup, so it’s usable in the shower. (I have a story about that which I’ll tell sometime.)
Anyhow, on the day in question, I got exceedingly frisky while exercising, which is pretty common for me. Since I exercise in the privacy of my room, I often undress partly or all the way down to my panties so I don’t sweat in my clothes. And, well, it’s a nice view in the mirror too. That, combined with finally being done with my period and having a sensitive and moist pussy, had me clenching my thighs and rubbing over my mound now and then.
I finished my workout and stretching and spread a towel on the carpet, then laid on my back and rubbed myself over my thong for a few minutes. That’s the best warmup for me, to get the blood moving in my vulva and my lower lips swelling and the flow of arousal increasing.
I was lounging in the front of the mirror and the sight of my glistening folds had me hot and excited for more. I hadn’t had a good session involving the mirror for a few weeks, and I was eager to see that very hot view of my pussy dripping cream, so I got my vibrator out and slid it all over my warm and wanting slit. Wow, those sensations alone were delightful. I pressed the vibe in easily. Moving it slowly, just an inch or two in and out, and feeling the oval head stretching me deep inside was amazing. I tried various angles, digging deep and touching different spots in my vagina, focusing on the sensations.
All the while, I rubbed my clitoral hood. That’s something else I’ve found out about my sexual pleasure: I need to rub the whole area on and around my clitoral hood, but rubbing the clit directly is WAY too stark and sensitive and unenjoyable. There is something about the internal parts of the clitoris that I sense is what gives me pleasure. I just have to keep working on deducing where exactly those feelings emanate from.
It was time for the big show. I pulled the vibe out and a beautiful long drip of cream oozed out. Oh man, I love that view! I slipped the vibe back in and enjoyed a little more probing while either sitting or reclining back on one elbow. By now, my entire mound and crack were smeared with my juices.
I was ready for more and grabbed my dildo, which I’d gotten out in preparation for this session of self-care. So far, it’s easiest for me to get it inside me if I straddle it cowgirl-style. I rubbed my wetness all over it, then pressed down slowly on the head. It’s actually fairly heavy and stays in place if I just set it on the towel. A little bit of working my pussy around it and slid right in. Amazing. I guess my vagina is learning to stretch. Being aroused is so necessary too.
I rode the cock for a few minutes, which feels so good, but my knees always start to really hurt. So I have to switch to some other position. I laid on my back and fucked myself both from the front, and then reached behind and did it from the rear, as if I was lying on my man’s chest and he was fucking up into me. That feels incredible too since the cockhead is sliding along my G-spot (I think), but it kills my hand and arm. (That’s one thing I am really looking forward to in marriage: I won’t have to do all the work all the time!) I also propped myself up a bit so I could watch the fun in the mirror. The sight of a cock thrusting into a wet, swollen pussy is so hot to me.
I tried another position which was rather new for me: I got on my belly, facing away from the mirror, and looked back to see the very erotic view of my butt bouncing on the cock. If I haven’t mentioned this before, one of my very favorite views is watching a guy from behind as he thrusts. The next best thing is watching myself from behind! But it was hard to crane my neck that way and hold the dildo in place. Thus that didn’t last long.
Because I was so wet, I seemed to be losing some of the sensation of the cock sliding along my channel. It called for experimenting. I stood up and screwed myself from various angles, but that didn’t afford much enjoyment either.
Back to the floor I went, my upper thighs wet and the dildo streaked with my cream. I’ve been reaching orgasm a lot recently by basically spooning myself, lying partly on my side and reaching around to slide the cock in and out of my pussy from behind. Again, that rubs up along the front of my vagina and seems to stimulate the internal part of the clitoris in tandem with my other hand rubbing the outer area. The sensation renewed and became strong, warm, and overpowering. I rubbed hard with one hand and worked the cock in short, deep-seated movements up into my pussy, and finally came hard, my insides convulsing. It was a brief orgasm, but very fulfilling.
I let the cock slip out, shiny with my juices and globs of my cum. All I could do was lay there and get my breath. Every time I have a session like this, I picture myself lying limp beside my future husband, him also spent from making love with me, and us just breathing and laughing together at how good it was. And I always praise God for another experience that feels so good and gives me hope for future sex.
I love the journey you have taken in exploring your self-pleasure. I’m also glad it’s paying dividends.
On your dildo, I find it interesting that you chose that length. I watched a video once of woman inserting a one into herself just to see how much she could take. 6.5 inches was the limit until it hit her cervix. I measure over that, and my wife used to complain when I hit hers. I know all women are different, but 6.5 inches seems to be approaching the limit (most ) women can handle.
I love that you work out in your panties and that it makes you ready for solo fun. The use of a mirror is very hot and it’s a wonderful that you take so much pleasure from watching yourself. (I also use a mirror sometimes, and I enjoy doing that)
Your whole session from the beginning to the creamy, orgasmic ending was very enjoyable to read. Thank you for posting such a great story!
Thanks for the praise! God has certainly been helping and guiding me on this journey, and I'm really thankful that new paths of pleasure are being opened up to me as I try to responsibly explore my body. About the 6.5", yes, it is fairly long and I have not quite been able to take the entire thing, but it's close. I think I wanted to be sure I COULD take anything around that size if my future husband happened to be a bit bigger. I was scared about not being able to! 🤪
Thanks for sharing an amazing story. May have to have my own session later. 😊💧
Glad it inspired some fun on your end!
LLL,
Wow! Great story! Well-written, too!
I share your thanks to God for helping improve your sexual health.
My impression has been that some of your excessive tightness has been caused by thoughts from your repressive upbringing. In these short months that I have been on this site, you have walked through a journey of seeking God's will — through prayer and reading His Word — and of allowing His wisdom to heal both your mind and your body. All that is great, plus you get the pleasure of "rehearsing" for your future marriage.
And, WOW, this latest "rehearsal" was impressive. Part of me was mentally "cheering" for you as you continue to make progress in both health and pleasure. At the same time, I'm impressed that you have found some boundaries along the way. I know that some on this site disagree, but I believe that — even with freedom in Christ — there are still some areas that are "off-limits". You seem to have found a place of balance. I applaud you.
Now, a couple of comments about the "meat" of your story. 😉 I was especially moved by your technique of "spooning yourself". If you had a husband with you, that would be called the "crab position". (At least, that is what I learned back in the 1970s.) It is one of my favorite positions. For the man, it takes a lot of the "work" out of fucking, thus allowing more of that energy to go directly into pleasure — for both of you. Instead of having to hold my weight up on my elbows, I can concentrate more energy on shoving my dick into my future wife's pussy.
And, that leads to my next comment. I'm fascinated that you are turned on by watching yourself in the mirror. Many years ago, I introduced my second wife to the technique of me holding a little mirror, so that she could watch my dick go into her pussy. Oddly, it didn't do much for her. But, I think that it would do a LOT for you! 😉 The crab position is the easiest in which for the man to hold the mirror, and for the woman to "guide" his aim of the mirror. They can still fuck while this is happening — although they might need to slow down a bit.
Well, as is usually the case, your story got me quite worked-up. So, now I'm going to jack off… AGAIN. 😉
Thanks for that encouragement! I'm blest if my story blesses others! I think of where I was 10 years ago, even 5 years ago, and how much I've learned about the beauty of sex. My mind has been transformed on the topic. It is so great to dialogue with other believers about this too!
Oh! Okay, I had no idea what that position was called! I guess there are probably names for all of them and I haven't heard them yet.
LLL,
I get the impression that you are proud of your ass. That is a good thing. More women should be. God designed a woman's ass to be attractive to men.
Here is a suggestion for you and your future husband.
You should let him take a video of you "warming up" your pussy for him. Lie on the bed or couch, on your belly, and masturbate. Make a show of it. "Narrate" your feelings to him while he works the camera. Tell him what feels especially good, and just how you want him to do it to you when it is his turn. Finger your pussy for a long while.
Tell him how your ass belongs to him. Ask him how it looks. Ask him how it feels in his hands. Ask him what he wants to do with your ass.
Then, still lying on your belly, use that dildo from behind — so that he can watch it going in and out of your pussy. Raise your ass in the air and show it off to him. Tell him how warm and wet your pussy is. Spare no details!! 😉
Then, tell him that your pussy is ready for him. By this time, he has the video camera set up on a tripod at just the right angle. Now, raise that ass of yours in the air and let him slide his aching hard dick into your eager wet pussy. Y'all have yourselves a good fucking time!
Then, at some later point, watch the video together.
Tell him what you are thinking and feeling while you are watching his butt moving as he fucks your pussy with his hot hard dick. (If you are sitting on the couch and watching it on the TV, then that would be a good time for him to move to the floor and start licking your pussy while you watch him fucking you.) My guess is that the combination of the two thrills would make you SQUIRT your pussy juice into his face.
Feel free to comment. 😉
Because I've tried to be consistent in working out over the last 7 years, I think my butt does look pretty good now. I agree, it is a hot feature of the human frame! I like a good one on a guy myself!
That is a great suggestion! I would love to have my future husband take video of me, himself, and of us together.
Delicious. I always love your self-exploration posts LLL, but this one might be my new favorite! 6.5in is rather large but I think I've read that the girth is more important than the length, I hope you didn't start too big, though I guess if you're able to take it…
What's great about a realistic dildo is that you can also now practice your oral skills at some point also. Either way it's amazing to read the progress of your journey and how you've grown over the last few years. Entertaining, too! 😀 Your future husband sure will be a lucky guy…
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed! It has been enjoyable for me, for sure, even with the pauses along the way as I figure things out. I'll have to measure the girth of the dildo. I don't remember what it is! I have tried a bit of oral on it, but I confess that will take getting used to. I have a very small mouth and I gag really easily, so anything daring is probably not ever going to happen in the oral department. I'll have to learn some other techniques!
Interesting that you say that you have tried some oral. For some reason, I find it funny (and honestly kind of hot) that you can fit more of the dildo in your pussy than you can in your mouth. Maybe this is the same with most women, but I’m not sure.. regardless, the thought is pretty sexy that a hole so small and tight can open up wider than a mouth can with the proper arousal 😅
Nice story, it's sounds like your having fun. My wife has a collection of dildos, all different shapes and sizes but her favourite is a 8.5 length and extremely girth. She has to use a fair bit of lube for it to fit and it goes all the way in. I will fuck her after she cums but as you said, it doesn't feel that much because of how wet she is and I'm not massive in size.
Glad to finally hear the full dildo update, and that you’re really enjoying it! My own cock enjoyed the story as well, though probably not as much your toy cock did 😂😂
The progress you’ve made continues to be astounding, and it’s amazing to see what the body (and the vagina) can adapt to lol. You might end up being the best prepared virgin on the planet by the time your wedding night rolls around. With the amount of cream you produce and your cock-riding skills growing by the day, you might be able to just sit right down on his cock and ride him like a pro on day 1 😅😂
Looking forward to future stories, especially this shower date you had with your dildo 😉
I need to write up the shower story! The more I experiment and grow in this area, the more enjoyable it is becoming. It's certainly my desire to be a well-prepared bride on my wedding night. I wish all single Christians were experiencing this holy sexual freedom and going into marriage with knowledge and excitement.
Same! If all of us singles prepared for marriage and sex the way you (and most of us are here on this site) everyone would be in for a great, long-lasting sex life!
Wow, 8.5 sounds huge! But every woman is going to be different, and I'm learning that vaginas have great flexibility! I bet you and your wife have some great fun with that collection of toys!
Excellently written and inspiring. Very hot 🥵
Thank you! Glad it raised some temperatures lol!
For whatever reason, the size of the dildo seems to be getting a lot of attention, haha! I have my own thought on it. I suppose it COULD be considered "a tiny bit above average" depending on how you're looking at it, but it could also be considered well above average. (The average erect length seems to be between 5 and 5.5 inches, depending on the source used.) So while 6.5 inches isn't that much longer than the average, that length is actually somewhere around the 95th percentile for length, meaning only 1 in 20 men will have that much length or more. (Google "penis length distribution" to see a graph of the statistics.)
But unnecessary hair splitting aside, this was a wonderful story, LLL! I love how you embrace your own sexuality—how you like the view of yourself naked in the mirror, how you make a beautiful mess all over yourself with your juices, how you watch as you penetrate yourself—it's all so beautiful! I've prayed that my future wife would not be ashamed of her sexuality, but fully and openly embrace it, like you have! It's wonderful to know that there are Christian young women out there who love Jesus AND sex and don't see the two as contradictory. Thank you for providing that example, and keep it up girl!
Thank you! The compliments are appreciated. All glory goes to God, who has led me on this path and given me the joy and pleasure as He opens sexuality to my eyes. I am seriously hoping to somehow share my journey with other young women. Where to start is the question. So many people would probably reject my view.
My dearest LLL
Reading your story was absolutely amazing! I could feel your pleasure and excitement, it had me completely captivated and made me want to rush home and do the same. I especially loved the way you described sliding it out, all lovely and drippy, so sensual and vivid. Thank you for sharing such a delicious experience! Love, Lauren
You're welcome! And thank you! Your hot married stories always heat me up, so I'm happy to return the favor!
LLL. So happy to see a post from you again. Yoot stories always excite my and I end up stroking my harrd cock until I cum.
Once again, a well written account. Not a story, your personal experience. Erotic. Sexy. Made my cock cum to attention!!
That's a compliment! Thank you!
What a beautiful experience you have written here! 🙂 What a great way to prepare yourself for what God has lined up for you! It is amazing that you have had such a good journey.
I believe that the Lord wants to bring healing to people's sexuality. Conscious masturbation and solo or self-pleasure sessions I think are one of God's ways of people preparing for their covenant relationship!
Riding and cowgirl position is one of the most intimate positions I think that two people can partake of and participate in!
So I think it is good to practice that in one's solo time!
I happen to think that there is a lot of vulnerability and trust in the cowgirl position and that is one of the things that makes intimacy work!
That was really hot.
As a man, I would like to share a little from the opposite point of view. My masturbation over the years has also "progressed." I used to just use my own saliva for lube, but I finally decided to buy some water based personal lube. What a difference! I'll never go back to spit again.
Now, this weekend, I finally took the plunge. I was getting tired of just using my hand and always wondered what a pocket pussy would feel like. I really didn't want to spend the money for a Fleshlight, so I opted for a cheap one at the adult novelty store.
I must say, I am impressed. While it doesn't feel exactly like the real thing (I think anyway, it's been so long I can't really remember), it is definitely a step up from my hand. Lots of lube is needed, because the hole is quite small, but once I am able to penetrate, the feeling is amazing!
Maybe I'll write a future story detailing a good masturbation session using it. Now, if you'll excuse me, I've gotten rock hard writing this….
Steady89, glad you have found something to enjoy besides just your hand, brother. I can't tell you how much money I have wasted trying to find one that I fit. It would be so nice to have something different besides my hand. Writing about solo time is just as fun as writing about married sex.