Surviving The Storm Thru Faith and Love: Part 2

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As I backed out of my driveway my excitement to see Ben, was suddenly replaced with a feeling of fear and anxiety. What if we just end up getting into another argument? What do I say or do when I see him? Several scenarios began running through my head.

My heart raced and I began to have what amounted to an anxiety attack. My hands started to shake and I began to hyperventilate. I stopped the car in the middle of the street and got out.

After finally catching my breath, I prayed.  ” Father, I know you are a most powerful and loving God. Father I ask for your guidance and for your hand to take my fears away. Lord, thank you for your loving grace and the many blessings that you have bestowed upon me. Amen.

After a few minutes I got back into my car. I took a deep cleansing breath, then put my favorite Bob Segar CD and the song “Turn the Page”. I sang along as I drove and began to relax.

The drive to the camp seemed to take forever. I began to rehearse what I might say when I see him. I felt silly, why was I so nervous? I love this man and had been  married to for years, yet my palms were beginning to sweat. Finally I came upon the dirt road that lead to the camp.

Driving down that dirt road gave me the creeps ( first time alone). I mean there are nothing but woods on both sides and absolutely no street lights. Dark doesn’t even begin to describe it. I was relieved to see that Ben had turned the porch light on.

I pulled into the gravel driveway that ran along side the cabin. Just as I got out of the car, the front door of the cabin opened. There stood my husband Ben.

” Hey, how are you?” I said as I walked toward the cabin. All that rehearsing and “Hey, how are you?” was what I came up with. I find it kinda amusing now looking back on it.

As I came upon the porch steps I stopped. Ben was dressed in a t-shirt and a pair of blue jean shorts. His hair had gotten a little longer and looked a bit shaggy. He had also grown a full beard. It was dark with just a touch of gray in it. I don’t remember ever seeing him with a beard before. It was a look that while different, also made him look rugged and very sexy. I liked it.

” Excuse me sir, but I was supposed to meet my husband here. His name is Ben, perhaps you know him?” I said, trying hard to keep a straight face.

He stood silent for a moment, then said, ” That’s funny, because I was supposed to meet my wife here as well.”

We both couldn’t hold it any longer and broke into laughter. I walked up the steps and we hugged. He then gave me a sweet little kiss on the lips. I giggled as his whiskers tickled.

“What’s with all this?” I said, running my fingers through his hair and beard.

He smiled, then said, ” Just a change of pace. What’s wrong you don’t like it?”

” Oh no! I like it! It looks good on you. Makes you look like one of those lumberjack types. Very sexy!” I replied as I walked into the cabin.

Ben shut and locked the door, then said, ” Isn’t that one of my old shirts?”

” What? This old thing. I think it might be.” I answered, as I took a seat on the large sofa.

There was a couple minutes of awkward silence. You could feel the nervous tension building in the air. I was honestly at a loss for words ( unusual for me). All the things that I wanted to say, seemed to have gotten lost somewhere in my mind.

” Would you like something to drink or something? I have Coke, milk and beer! ” he finally said. I could tell by his voice that he was just as nervous as I was.

” No, I am fine thank you though!” I replied as I slipped off my flip flops.

He walked over and sat down on the couch next to me. My goodness! He smelled good. I don’t know what cologne he was wearing but it was intoxicating.

” Gina listen, I’m not exactly sure what to say except that I love you. I have been going over and over it in my head and I still can’t figure out what happened with us. I can be hardheaded at times and my job takes me away alot, for that I am sorry. I may be hardheaded, but I am man enough to swallow my pride and say that I am so lost without you. I have thought about you every day, every hour, every minute and every second that we have been apart. I can only ask that you can forgive me for any pain that I may have brought upon you. I do so love you Gina!” Ben said as a couple tears rolled down his cheeks.

I sat there, I could tell that the words he spoke came from his heart and were sincere. My eyes flooded with tears and my heart filled with love for this big hearted man. This was why I fell in love with him and married him so many years ago. The love he has in his heart often overwhelms me.

I wiped my tears, sniffled a bit then after gaining my composure somewhat I took his hand and said, ” Baby, I love you too. I have never stopped loving you and will always love you. There isn’t another man in this world that I would rather grow old and gray with than you. You are my husband, my best friend and the holder of my heart. You are my soulmate. I hope you can forgive me for not showing or telling you just how much you mean to me. I would gladly give up the salon if I thought for one second, that it would cause me to lose you. I love you so very much Mr. G! And don’t you ever doubt it!” My tears flowed and my voice cracked as I spoke.

We sat on that couch hand in hand and we talked, we cried, we laughed and we prayed together till right around 5 am. Most importantly, we listened and were open with each other. I believe that is the most important thing in any marriage or emotional healing process.

We lay on the couch together and just held one another. There was no sex. Just holding and being close to each other. It felt so good and to be honest, I don’t think sex would have felt any better than the way I felt at that moment. We both fell asleep in each others arms. That is priceless in my book.

I awakened a little later alone on the couch. The smell of food cooking filled the air. I walked into the kitchen and saw Ben standing at the stove. His hair was combed back and looked damp. He had obviously taken a shower. He was wearing a blue Polo shirt and a different pair of blue jean shorts. He was making a couple ham and cheese omelets.

” Morning! Are you hungry?” Ben asked.

I was a bit tired but starving. ” Morning! I’m starving! Got any coffee?” I replied, rubbing the sleep from my eyes.

” Of course! In the pot. Cups are in the cabinet right of the sink. Did you sleep alright?” He asked giving me a handsome smile.

” I slept great!” I replied as I fixed myself a cup of coffee.

We sat at the kitchen table across from each other as we ate and made small talk, mainly about the kids. The nervous tension was now gone and we felt comfortable and relaxed with each other as we talked.

After eating, I decided to take a quick shower. In my haste to see Ben, I neglected to bring a change of clothing. I would have to wear the same shorts, but I asked Ben if he had another shirt I could wear.

“Sure, be my guest! Pick out anything you wish.” Ben replied.

I walked back to the main bedroom. It had a large bathroom with a large walk in open shower (no door, no shower curtain.) I picked out a light blue T-shirt , then undressed and started my shower.

As I showered, I kept looking towards the bedroom half hoping that Ben would come in. I say half hoping because I didn’t want to rush into bed. I didn’t want to come on too strong, not yet anyway. We were finally reconnecting and I didn’t want to risk it, no matter how much I desired him.

After my shower I dressed and fixed my hair the best I could. The only make up I had was a lipstick called Pink Blossom. Married as long as we have, he has seen me at my worst as well as my best. This was neither.

I walked back to the living area only to find Ben standing outside on the patio. He suggested we take a walk by the lake and asked if I was up for it. I agreed. As we walked Ben took hold of my hand and held it. I couldn’t help but smile.

We walked out onto the peer and sat on one of the wooden benches. It was really nice out, not too hot and a nice gentle breeze blowing. We sat quietly as we continued to hold hands.

” Ben, I love you!” I told him, then squeezed his hand.

He looked at me and smiled. We gazed into each others eyes, then he leaned to me and kissed me. My heart fluttered and I squeezed his hand tight as we kissed.

” I love you too!” He whispered softly, our faces only inches apart. He then kissed me again. This kiss was so full of passion, that I knew he wanted me just as much as I was wanting him.

” Ben, baby! I want you! I want you to make love to me, I need you.” I whispered, then kissed him again. As we kissed my hand traveled to his crotch and I could feel his growing bulge through his shorts.

We said little else as we walked back up to the cabin. It was like we couldn’t get there fast enough. We barely got into the door good when he took me into his arms and kissed me long and deep. Our tongues entwined and I moaned softly as we kissed.

Ben took my hand and led me to the master bedroom. It had a masculine decor with a large wood framed four poster bed. We kissed, then I raised my arms as he lifted the t-shirt I was wearing off of me.

” I love you my sweet Gina! You are so beautiful.” Ben said as his large strong hands cupped and gently massaged my bare breast.

” I love you too! Baby, I have missed you so much!” I said softly, then let out a moan as his thumb ran over my hardening nipples.

I slipped my hand under his shirt and he assisted me in pulling it off. I ran my hands over his broad hairless chest, then we kissed again. It was a deep passionate kiss that literally had me weak in the knees and dripping wet.

I gazed into his eyes and smiled as I reached down and unfastened his shorts. I reached in and grasped his thick cock which was practically fully erect. I gave it a couple slow strokes as we kissed again.

As we kissed he unfastened my shorts and slowly began pushing them past my hips. We continued to kiss as his hands groped my ass cheeks, literally lifting me off my feet momentarily.

” Baby!” I whispered passionately as he cupped his hand over my hot and wet cunt. My body shiverd slightly and my right leg wrapped around his leg. I gasped,then moaned softly as I felt him slip a finger into me.

” Your so wet baby!” Ben said in a low sexy deep voice. ( I love when he talks like that.)

” You always make me wet baby! I want you so bad! I need you! Take me baby! Please! Love me, Fuck me! I love you so much!” I panted into his ear, then nibbled gently on his ear lobe.

We walked over to the bed and he lay me down gently down onto the bed. I lay back and just admired this handsome man that the good Lord gave me as my husband. Funny how much more you appreciate someone when you almost loose them. I opened my legs as Ben got into bed between them.

We looked into each others eyes as I reached and guided the head of his dick to my swollen wet pussy lips. I gasped as I felt the head penetrate me.

” Yes, give it to me! Give it all to me! Ohhhhh-Ohhhhh Ba-Baby!” I cried. My legs wrapped tightly around him, I came as he pushed into me going balls deep. I held him tight as my body shivered from my orgasm. My eyes waterd a bit from emotion. I love him so much!

We maintained eye contact as he slowly began thrusting in slow deep strokes, rotating his hips on the down stroke. I worked my hips in rythm with his. There were no feelings of “Hurry up and cum! I’m tired!” this time. I wanted this moment to last forever.

” Sooo good baby! Your big dick feels so good inside me where it belongs! I so missed this! Yes, fuck me you sexy man!” I panted.

Ben began thrusting a little harder causing little noises to escape my lips. I opened my legs wide and my hands grabbed his ass cheeks guiding him deep with each thrust. I was lost in my pleasure and love for him.

” I love you Gina! Your pussy feels so good! Such a hot sweet pussy! So good to fuck my beautiful wife again!” Ben groaned. He grunted and groaned as he fucked me. I loved seeing the pleasure in his face and hearing it in his voice.

“Yesssss! Fuck me! Fuck me my sweet husband! Yesssss! Ohhhhh Baby, I’m cumming! I’m cu-cu-cummmmmiinngg” I squealed, my body convulsed and my nails dug into his back and ass cheeks.

” Fuck, Gina! ” Ben bellowed as he began thrusting harder and faster, often taking my breath with each thrust. The bed creaked as we rocked it with our passion.

I soon felt another orgasm building in me and literally screamed as it over took over my mind and body. Both of us now sweating from the heat of our passion.

” Gonna cum! Baby, here it comes! Arrrrgh!” Ben growled, then pushed deep inside me as his warm cum warmed my insides in four strong jets.

He collapsed on top of me and I held him tight as his dick pulsed inside me. We lay that way for several minutes and kissed as he grew soft inside me.

When he finally rolled off of me, I gave him a quick kiss and smiled. I then reached down and cupped his now empty balls. I looked down and noticed a drop of remaining seman at the tip of his spent cock.

I gave him a wink, then kissed my way down his body. Taking his moistened flaccid cock in hand, I flicked my tongue over the tip, lapping up the extra drop of his necture.

” Your cum is such a terrible thing to waste my lover!” I said, then took his dick into my mouth and sucked it, cleaning it of our juices.

” Gina baby, you are indeed one of a kind! I love you.” Ben replied with a chuckle.

We cuddled and held each other for sometime basking in the glow of our love and passion for each other that had been reignited. I felt complete again.

Well, that evening I helped Ben move back home. I can’t express how happy I was to have him back home where he belongs.

We are still healing and taking it one day at a time. But both of us are extremely happy to be together again, as are our children.

Our God is so amazing and I give credit and all the Glory to him for pulling us through what was a very tough time. Love is a powerful thing and combined with a strong faith in the Lord, nothing can tear it down. I truly believe this with all my heart.

I am sorry this part was so long and took so long, but I couldn’t stop writing, smiling and crying.

God bless you all my loving MH family! I love you all, thank you for your patience and accepting Ben and I back. Stay horny always and keep the faith!

Love, Hugs and kisses!

GG and Ben