Aroused and Alone
The door to my bedroom clicks shut, sealing me in with my thoughts and desires. My husband is away on business, and in his absence, I’m already feeling that familiar ache between my legs.
I often go braless at home; he loves it, and I love the feeling of my perky breasts rubbing against his chest through his shirt when he’s here. When he’s gone, I relish the freedom, the light drafts causing my nipples to harden as I move about the house.
My sex drive always seems to be in overdrive, and I am always eager to satisfy my cravings, especially when he’s not here to take care of them. Tonight, I decide to take matters into my own hands.
I’m wearing a a loose, white t-shirt and a comfortable pair of gray sweatpants, the inside soft and plush against my skin. My hair is tied back in a messy bun. Beneath my pants, I have on a pair of thin, soft cotton panties that hug my curves perfectly. I take a deep breath, feeling that familiar throb intensify as I begin to touch myself.
I start by rubbing myself gently through my sweatpants, feeling the soft fabric against my sensitive area. I bite my lip, already feeling my breath quicken as I imagine my husband’s strong hands on me instead of my own. The room is filled with the soft sounds of my breathing and the rustling of fabric.
I pull my shirt up over my head and toss it to the side. My breasts are full and soft, my nipples hardening in the cool air of the room. My areolas are a dark pink, my nipples erect and begging for attention. I cup them in my hands, squeezing and kneading the soft flesh, rolling my nipples between my fingers, imagining my husband’s mouth on me. I trace a finger down my stomach, dipping below the waistband of my pants, and I can feel how wet I am already, my lips slick and swollen.
I decide to take it up a notch. I start to rub myself more intensely, using my middle and index fingers to rub myself in firm, quick circles, using the pad of my fingers to apply pressure to my most sensitive spots. My free hand continues to play with my breasts, squeezing and kneading, rolling my nipples between my fingers. I can feel my body responding, my breathing growing heavier, my moans growing louder as I bring myself closer to the edge. I slip a finger inside myself, then another, curling them to hit that sweet spot. I move my fingers in a “come-hither” motion, my palm grinding against my sensitive nub with each movement. The sounds of my arousal fill the room, and my body makes a wet, sucking noise that only serves to heighten my pleasure.
I speed up my movements, my fingers moving faster and faster as I chase my release. My breathing is ragged, my moans loud and uncontrolled as I finally push myself over the edge. I can feel my orgasm crashing over me, my body convulsing as waves of pleasure course through me. My toes curl, my back arches, and I cry out, my voice echoing in the room. I ride out my orgasm, my fingers slowing their movements as I come down from my high. I feel spent, my body limp and sated, a thin sheen of sweat covering my skin, my breasts rising and falling with each ragged breath.
With a satisfied smile, I reach for my phone, dialing my husband’s number. He answers on the second ring, his voice sending a fresh wave of desire through me.
“Hey, babe,” he says, his voice low and husky.
I take a deep breath, a naughty grin spreading across my face. “I just had the most incredible orgasm,” I purr into the phone. “I wish you were here to feel how wet I am for you.”
If there is one thing I am really looking forward to in marriage, it is the freedom to be loud while I masturbate and orgasm! Living at home with parents and siblings means I've always had to be silent, and more and more, that is hard to do 😜. The way you described your complete freedom to enjoy yourself while daydreaming about your husband…I want that! So beautiful!
LLL,
It's not "difficult" to imagine you doing that, but it is hard…. 😉
Sabrina, that was superbly written. Bravo!
And LLL, when it comes to
“freedom to be loud while I masturbate and orgasm,”
I believe your husband won’t be able to hear enough of that!
That's a fantastic and incredibly relatable thing to look forward to. The constant need for silence and self-monitoring in a family home is a specific kind of stress that really does take away from the experience. Having to bite your lip, stifle your breath, and stay perfectly still when every fiber of your being wants to gasp, moan, or cry out is a unique form of repression.
That moment when you finally have a space of your own, where you can let go completely without a second thought, is a massive and liberating milestone. It's not just about the physical act; it's about the psychological freedom to be unapologetically yourself and to fully inhabit your own pleasure without fear of being overheard or judged.
Embrace that anticipation. It's a completely valid and wonderful part of what makes building your own life with a partner so exciting. You're not just looking forward to a room; you're looking forward to reclaiming a part of yourself that's had to be kept under wraps. Enjoy every single loud, uninhibited moment when you get there. You've earned it.
To start with written erotica is my favorite type. We all interpret words within the framework of what we imagine.
Needless to say I thrive in every detail. What people are thinking what they are feeling and what they are seeing and experiencing.
… when M. And I first started dating it wasn't long before we were having sex before marriage and at that time neither one of us had made any decisions about our faith.
Our experiences were quite varied including other people in the same room and being quite open about sexuality.
Things like mutual masturbation were quite common.
But for some reason, after marriage and after we've made a step of faith masturbation suddenly became something I wasn't so open about. And I began pulling back even though I still did it I wouldn't do it in front of him. I felt it was a very private practice and that it was wrong because now I was married and I should be depending upon my spouse for those things.
I also had the guilt about the fact that I was fantasizing .
It took a number of years and conversations with other women that I knew both in the church and outside of the church to discover that they all enjoyed masturbating and what it was they thought about or what spurred them to masturbate.
I began to realize that this was a common thing and was more open about it.
For any of you who know us through our writings, you already know that we have come to be a very expressive and adventurous couple sexually.
With that revolution in our marriage, also came the excitement of being more risky and daring. For me sometimes wearing a butt plug to the office or when I'm at a client even a quiet vibrator inside very often while driving finding the need and satisfy myself.
Thank you so much for this story Sabrina, owning what we do and who we are is a huge step towards truth and peace.
GREAT story. The details were a huge turn-on!
Was it real or fiction? ("Is it live, or is it Memorex…?") 😉
OK, ladies, here is a follow-up question for discussion.
Do your fingers feel better IN your pussy or ON the outside?
Why? Details, please.
That's like me asking you does your hand feel better when you're stroke is at the top or at the bottom. It takes a little bit of knowledge as to female anatomy. A little bit that we see on the outside and we call the clitoris isn't the only part of it. Part of it lies within the inner tissue The g-spot being a part of that.
And just like all men aren't the same size all women don't respond the same way. Some women are more vaginal some are more clitoral some like both at the same time.
It all depends upon the nerve endings that the individual has.
Fantastic story! Nothing turns me on more than the thought of my wife masturbating. And now I'm masturbating while imagining my wife through your words 🔥🔥
This is an awesome story! It’s wonderfully erotic and thrilling in every detail. I loved it.
Great story live when my wife masterbate and teases me. Now have to go it myself.
Sabrina,
Love your awesome description and erotic way of writing … Make me want to play and get hard thinkng of my wife doing the same thing.
Thanks for the invitation. Beautiful scene to watch all your details cum to life. Super erotic. It thought it was "swell."
Forgive my questions if it comes across as rude. I am a virgin & I am trying to understand the high sex drive of a woman like you. You mentioned "My sex drive always seems to be in overdrive, and I am always eager to satisfy my cravings, especially when he’s not here to take care of them.". What you mean by especially when he is not there? That makes me feel sad, like does it not kick in like that when he IS there?
Also what exactly is a high sex drive in a woman? What does the mind of a high sex drive woman think about? Also what does it feel like for a high sex drive woman? Is it just the sexual release in the high drive or is it the desire to be loved, or is it both? How are you so sure your sex drive is high compared to other women? Also is not a woman's sex drive contingent to change as per the relational strength, intimacy, environment, finances, stuff like that?
AAAh! I want you to be railed by your husband when he is there not just when he is at work & then you have to use your hands. But it was still a beautiful experience & lovely learning curve on how you enjoy happiness remembering your husband & feeling that soulful godly sexual love & romance.
I am not Mrs. Marx, & am a man, so forgive me if you'd rather me not answer.
Imo, Godly sex begins with the individual created body/person. We get aroused without being married. Clitoral & penile erections happen regardless of marriage. So, sexual exploration of one's body is Godly. Getting to know yourself & owning who you are before you get sexual with another person is essential to good sex & communication in marriage. Having orgasm before marriage is good for your spouse & you. It's like being the CEO of your own company, before you merge with another great company. To make the ultimate union & best company you can be together.
High sex drive is ultimately of the individual. It develops in, or is there before, the marriage. But, is about the sensual mind/body aspect of the individual. This can be a blessing, or blessed, in the marriage. Others can see it as a negative. How the two spouses see it, & work it out is essential. Some marriages never come to a peaceful solution. But, some do, like here, & others on MH.
High sex drive does not equal sin. Some may think so, but there is no bible verse to suggest it is. Not all spouses have the same desire for sex, & not all sexual desires turn off when this happens. It is not a license to sin if you happen to have a high drive. Yet, it is a sin to withhold sex from your spouse. But, still, masturbation without a spouse around, for either spouse, is not a sin. Masturbation is not intercourse. If managed with sexual play allowed by both spouses, mix matched drive marriages can be successful marriages.
It is best both spouses can come to terms of peace & solution. But, sometimes they don't/can't. In that case only divulge what you can, if you can. Otherwise, you do not have to tell of the (proper) things you allow in your faith.
Hope this helps. Study your Bible, check if I'm correct. Go with God.