MarriageHeat.com 2018A Thankful Message from Gina (HornyGG/MamaGG)
First of all let me give a heartfelt thank you for all your thoughts and prayers while I was in the hospital. It seriously touched my heart, so thank you.
As you may know, I suffered a stroke in November (2025) which greatly affected my speech and the left side of my body. I can “walk,” but with a cane. I stay regulated to a wheelchair for safety purposes most of the time. I am going to speech and physical therapy, which has helped some. My doctor said that I probably won’t gain all the strength in my left arm and leg. The speech part has helped in a positive way, however slight.
I will be honest with you, I had been in a majorly depressed mood since I left the hospital. This is a totally new experience for me, and though I know it is wrong in God’s eyes, the thought of ending it all did cross my mind several times. I just didn’t wanna be a burden on my family. But my faith pulled me through.
I had to give up my apartment and move in with Trey and Alicia. I am hoping to move into an assisted living home in the next couple of months. During my “funk” I asked Alicia and Trey not to post anything more about me, it was just too hard to think about.
Anyway, I’m making this short and sweet. I just wanted to write and thank you all from the bottom of my heart. All of you have been like family to me. I love you, all my dear brothers and sisters! ❤️
God bless all of you and stay horny always!
Gina (HornyGG, Mama GG)
Gina! I'm so happy to hear from you! I, and I'm sure many others, have been wondering how you've been doing, and praying for you. You've been in my prayers consistently ever since we first received news that you were in the hospital. I thank God you're okay!—relatively speaking, at least. It sounds like it has been a hard road so far, with more hard days to come, but I'm so grateful that you're still with us.
I will continue to keep you in my prayers as you continue forward in your recovery. I pray God would give you strength in him, and a peace which surpasses all understanding, to guard your heart and mind against anything that might come against you (Philippians 4:6-7).
We love you, our sister in Christ! ♥
It’s great to hear from you! I’m sorry for what you’re going through, but now I know how to specifically pray. Thank your for filling us in and we love you!
Gina,
My dear sweet sister, so glad to hear to you are back to recovery. You have been in our prayers, God has a plan for your life today and every moment until he calls you up to Glory. And I know when that moment arrives, the first person you will see is Ben with his arms open wide and he will give you the biggest bear hug. We love sweet sister and will continue our prayers for a full recovery.
Love, Steve and Annie
Gina – you and Ben will always have a special place in the hearts of the MH community. Your many stories helped keep the Heat in our marriage. May God strengthen you and give you peace.
GG, so happy to hear from you! Keep at it with the therapy. It is frustrating but it helps strengthen your speech, body and mind. Don't give up! You can do it. Please keep us posted as to how you are doing. By the way your last story was great!
GG, I've been thinking of you and praying for you through the major changes you have gone through in the past couple of years. Thanks for your update! Life holds a lot of changes and challenges as we get older. It is common for us to struggle to accept the decline and changes as we age, but with faith and with God's help, we can keep our eyes on the goals Christ has for us and continue to walk with perseverance in our journey to heaven. My wife and I are also dealing with some serious health issues as we age, and it is tough. May God grant you special grace and strength. You have been a blessing to all of us in the MH community.
Gina I am glad to hear that you are still with us, and working through your issues. I have been praying for you since we heard about your medical emergency. I don’t know all you are going through, but will keep you in my prayers. Your stories have been an inspiration to me and my wife, for all these years! Stay strong and may God bless you !!!
God bless you Gina.
We pray for your continued recovery.
I read your story Sunday before going to church.
https://marriageheat.com/2026/02/28/connie-and-peter-the-spark-rekindled/
On the way home one of my adult daughters mentioned that she had also seen it. We discussed what to do about it. Knowing God's goodness, to value and passion that masturbation has played in your own life, given that everyone who read it became sexually aroused, we concluded that it would be right and good to [each masturbate ourselves later] while reading your story.
But each time I thought of your story, my concern interfered with my arousal (like the good Christian she is, my daughter got herself off). Then I remembered the difficulty that you had to masturbate after the passing of Ben, that each time you got horny you thought of him, missed him, and that dampened your arousal. Not having heard from you dampened mine.
But now seeing you are recovering, I felt it right and good to to give God glory and thanksgiving, and you dear Gina honour, by masturbating myself. [Later my daughter] said, "mum, as you sometimes say, what good is intentions without action, is it not better to do good, [than] to say you intend good, and then perhaps follow up?"
How can I disagree, especially when she referred back to me?
So I have indeed taken a break, spent a little time immersed in your story with my hand up my skirt sexually enjoying myself as God gave us to do. For him (God) and for you Gina, I frigged myself to orgasm and am now enjoying the feeling of my wet cummy knickers against my pussy as I finish this message.
I remember rejoicing when I read you had finally managed to masturbate after Ben's passing, I see it was almost a year and a month ago.
https://marriageheat.com/2025/02/09/i-cum-because-of-ben/
Our prayers for God's healing and blessing upon you Gina, and Alicia and family.
Sarah K.
PS Alicia, where are you, you used to be more active on MH?
This comment shows your parents raised you well: https://marriageheat.com/2017/08/16/became-sexually-alive/#comment-26324
Just wanted to warn readers that MH did some editing of my comment, and I am annoyed at some of it, but not going to argue it.
[From MH: Hi Sarah, yes, we made some edits, but we did our best to keep them as light as possible. The words in [square brackets] are the only things that were changed. The reason was to hopefully clarify the meaning. If it ended up being inaccurate, we apologize. Your descriptions could
be interpreted multiple ways, and we were trying to avoid any implication that you and your daughter were masturbating together, because that is something we have deemed to be out of bounds for this site. We're big fans of solo masturbation, like you, but the admins have decided we don't want to promote the idea of anyone masturbating together unless they're married spouses. Hopefully that clears things up.]
Dear Gina,
How has you stroke affected your libido/sex drive?
Has your weakened left side adversely affected your ability to masturbate yourself?
Stay horny always beautiful lady.
Sarah, I always love reading your thoughts and opinions; they always set the stage for lively and creative masturbation sessions. The other night I had this dream that the two of us were just talking about our desires while tenderly pleasing ourselves just to savor the feeling.
I shared the dream with Jim while he was servicing me and he REALLY loved it! He loves you, too.
You were awesome by the way.
Wonderful to hear from you and that you are slowly recovering. Keep on with the therapy.
Gina, when I saw your words I heart actually skipped a beat.
I'm so sorry for your challenge that you've had the face. But know that you've been in the prayers of all of us all this time and , I'm sure for every one of us we are extremely joyful to read your words.
You've made me feel so comfortable since I've been here and believe me You've been missed.
It's good to see your words girly!
Lady L.
💋💋💋❤️❤️❤️
MaMaGG, i first want to thank God that you are still with your family, and those who look towards you for an example of faith and resilience. You may not feel that resilient , but you are.
Your challenges are your own, so don’t let anyone tell you they “understand’” because no one but you and God understand your trials. Remember though, you will not be given more than you endure.
My PTSD has had me on the brink of suicide, so I’m grateful you’ve resisted that temptation. You are still here, as am I, so I know that the Lord has more for us to do here on this blue ball that’s rotating, orbiting the sun and orbiting with our solar system around our galaxy. The Lord created this, so with Him all things are possible.
Take care, and we should all keep you in our prayers.
It filled me with joy to see this post from you, MamaGG! You have been in my prayers consistently. I know many others of our MH family have lifted you up to the Father as well all these months. You are truly an example and inspiration to me as I seek Godly womanhood and sexuality. You are tackling these difficult seasons with grace and God-glorifying faith, though it is very hard. I have my own struggles and many a time I have cried out to God asking "why?". Yet He makes it worthwhile. His love is so all-present, all-encompassing. I pray He showers you with it, and gives you peace, physical and emotional healing, and joy for as long as He has you here. We all love you and honor your example and ministry! 🥰🤗🫂
GG it is so good to hear from you! We have been praying for you. Health challenges are so obnoxious, aren’t they?
We have ours and the knowledge that life is so fragile. You are so brave! I know Ben is watching over you.
I have said this before but I am sure you can relate: When my time comes to go to Paradise n I hopefully meet Jesus, if I complain about my many health challenges that started with a severe birth defect, I know that the Lord will tell me that I had Melody in life. So why was I complaining. A wonderful loving n passionate marriage with Melody has been the great equalizer.
Between my faith in God and my love n passion for my Melody I have gotten through. I think you can remember your love and passion for Ben. I know he still loves you. God loves you too and will bless you with peace.
Your shared stories have been a great blessing. You have testified of the power of marital passion and love… and also of the love of God n family. (We pray for your family as well.)
May God bless you and all of us who deal with the health challenges that test our faith. And the challenge you have of this temporary separation from your loving spouse. Remember to turn TO God. He still loves you. He will send His Holy Spirit to comfort you in this time of challenges. I suspect that Ben is nearby much of the time as well.
I know that the next life is real. Our spirits endure. You n Ben will be together again. You are an inspiration to so many of us!
GG I'm sorry for your health troubles, but considering we hadn't heard from you it would be easy to fear the worst! But God has spared you for some reason: you have more warmth, love, and wisdom to impart here as well as to the world. Don't give up. Much love and prayers. <3
So happy to hear from you! God bless.