Self-Penetration (A/L)
(A) – This story contains anal play.
(L) – This story contains brief strong language.
Hello! So, context first . . .
I’m married to a wonderful woman, straight as they cum, and averagely horny. I’m slim and fit. I’m grateful for my God given sexuality. I was over 30 when we got married and had been masturbating since I was a teen. My wife grew up very conservative, and never had an orgasm, or touched herself. We both LOVE Jesus, and we’re committed to Him. But our sex life has not been an easy road because of our vast differences starting our married life out together. An example, I was willing to eat her out first night as marrieds. In contrast, it took her three years—and quite a bit of arguing—to be willing to take my penis in her mouth. Things are starting to get better after five years, and my wife is now pretty baller at deepthroating, so I’m very grateful that we’re more open together now and have a lot more fun.
Anyway, before we married, I was already discovering naturally that I liked anal play. I kind of happened on it naturally without knowing other guys enjoyed it. The first time I had a finger fully up my rear while I stroked was amazing, and yet I felt guilty for a week. But I finally reasoned that, if I am allowed to touch any other part of my body, like my arm, then there’s no difference between the morality of that and my anus except it feels better. Same with my dick.
Back to our married phase: during some periods when weren’t doing too much together, I’d try to explore myself on my own. One day, without any external prompts, I wondered to myself if I could touch my anus with my glans. That might feel nice, I thought. When I stretched it out flaccid and pulled it back over my balls, I found it went past my anus. Then, I was like, “Wait a sec! I gotta try this.”
That day, just hilariously, I fiddled around until I had gotten the head of my penis inside my butt. It fit in. Laying overtop and between my balls, separating them to the sides, my penis reached my anus, and fit inside. It stayed, too, without me holding it! I took a picture. It was the weirdest and most intriguing thing. I showed my wife the picture, taken from underneath as I squatted over my phone, and it took her a few seconds just to wrap her head around what she was looking at. She was kind of intrigued though.
I was fully flaccid this first time, but I thought, “What if my penis was kind of full of blood? Maybe after I got it up there? What then?”
This is when I looked online to see if anyone else thought about this. There’s a lot of people apparently, but I wouldn’t suggest even looking at Reddit, it’s all pornography, and the Holy Spirit in me won’t abide that. But I found a couple text stories that were more how-tos, and decided to try a self- . . . you know . . . some night when I had a free night.
The night came. I was home alone, feeling horny and decided to try something before I went to pick my wife up from work a couple hours later. I put some coconut oil up my bum, got my penis a little thicker, moved both of the boys to one side, twisted my penis slightly toward my natural bend, laid it on my anus and and pushed the head in. It worked! Then I cupped my penis with my hand, and sat on the thin arm of our couch, which I had previously covered with a towel. I moved around for a bit, adding different pressure with my hand and fingers beneath me, and using different angles of my pelvis. My penis began to fill with some blood, becoming more erect.
If you’ve ever had, or seen, half of an erection get flattened down against the pelvis bone, when say you (or your husband, if you’re a woman) are laying on your belly, you know it gets kind of half hard in the shaft, but the point closest to the pelvis is still bent close and not fully erected.
Believe it or not this started happening to me, with my penis up my own ass. I liked it. I liked it a lot. Before long, I was riding myself away like crazy. My penis never got too erect, just enough pressure in it to hold a shape and fill up my rectum pretty good. Pumps in and out only moved maybe one or two inches. But I fucked myself for about an hour on and off and LOVED it!
I’ve done it several times since. I’ve never orgasmed from it, but it is quite the time when I pull this out of my back pocket sometimes for a bit of self love. Since trying this, my wife and I have started experimenting a bit with her bum too!
My question is, has anyone else ever tried this self-penetration technique? Thought about it? Wondered if it’s possible?
I’m not worried about the morality. I’m not engaging in sex with anyone but my beautiful wife. I’m allowed to touch me however I want. I just wonder if any other Christians who love God have figured this out or tried it.
This is intriguing. I have rubbed the head of my penis against my anus, but I’ve never penetrated myself. I’m not morally opposed, as I do enjoy anal/prostate stimulation, and have used various objects including cucumbers to induce pleasure.
Like you, I’m straight, and in my opinion, it’s not any different than any other form of self-pleasure.
It does bring to mind guys who can auto-fellate. I’m not that flexible, but I would do that if I could. But that’s digressing, I suppose.
Anyway, maybe I’ll re-explore this when I have the time.
Hey! Sorry for a late reply, but I didn’t think this was posted and only got back on here recently…
Yeah, I haven’t tried cucumbers yet, butt I am intrigued on how that would feel!
I will say if you do try self penetration, the trick is to get your cock up there while flacid only, and keep gentle pressure on the base so it doesn’t get too hard and obviously be careful then too haha! I’ve heard of people getting hurt, but I’ve heard of people getting hurt doing a lot of things.
If you figure it out let me know how it works! And if your wife likes to watch 😉
Can't say M. has ever tried this although we do both enjoy anal play. I have pegged him as well as milked him during prostrate massage and analingus. And the amount of precum he drools is incredible. We've put a leather cockring on him while he is on his elbows and knees so it builds up . I'll get on my back mouth under his cock. And wnen je begins to ejaculate nothing comes out until the cock ring is released.
He says the climax is super intense and mama gets a good mouthful of goodness.
Lady L.💦💋💦💋💦💋🔥🔥
Hey! Sorry for a late reply, but I didn’t think this was posted and only got back on here recently…
I HOPE someday my wife might be willing to peg me. We’ll see! But you’re a blessing to your husband!! And I’m glad you like the “goodness.” That’s super fun for a man to see his wife enjoy that. I’m still hoping my wife cums around to that point where she wants it 😉
Oh wow, that is so hot and interesting! I have heard of guys doing that, but I thought they had to be rather long. So neat if you could give yourself pleasure that way!
As to the morality of it, I fully concur! God made your whole body and called it all very good. Who are we to say any part is "off-limits" or "dirty"?
Hey! Sorry for a late reply, but I didn’t think this was posted and only got back on here recently…
Thanks! I thought it was hot too haha! I usually film it and watch it later, and it turns me on like crazy. I see it as completely clean morally, but it feels a little dirty (in a good way) and a little forbidden for some reason so it gets my heart pumping to watch me do me. Maybe you’ll get to watch your man someday, but the better thing would be to offer your own ass. My wife has kind of shut her bum down for now. We’ve done it once, and she didn’t hate it. But she’s not sure about the morality and I have to respect her. I’m praying tho!!