A Spicy Fantasy
In an earlier post, I opened up about my recent experiences of leaking a lot of fluid as I masturbate. It feels so good, making humping a towel my go-to, especially when my wrists are just too tired and achy for manual stimulation of my clit and pussy. Anyhow, I thought I’d share the rough idea of a fantasy I’ve been enjoying during these sessions. I should give the disclaimer that I’d be too shy to do this in real life, and I’m not sure it would be completely moral, but it’s an arousing scenario.
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I’m on the beach, maybe in the evening before sunset. The warm wind and the sound of crashing waves soothe me and caress my senses. Feeling so comfortable and free, I take my bikini off. The fresh salty air brushing the sensitive places around my inner thighs and groin stirs my need. Subtly, I bunch up my beach towel under me. Now my crotch has this perfect saddle to nestle into and rub against.
The beach is pretty much deserted and I’m in a secluded area among the dunes, so no one could really see me unless they walked right by. However, hotels and resorts overlook the beach, and anyone on their balcony could look down and see me. Maybe that knowledge turns me on even more.
With luxurious movements, I begin grinding against the towel, resting my upper body on my forearms so I can watch the sea. I wonder if anyone on the third or fourth story of the hotel behind me is watching me. I can picture what they’re seeing: a young woman, dark hair fluttering in the breeze, reclining naked on her belly, legs parted, gyrating her pelvis in a blatantly sexual motion. The very feeling of my butt bouncing and jiggling arouses me. I admit I’m glad that consistent exercise has given me a more shapely and rounded bottom, and knowing how good it must look makes me shake it even more.
Sometimes I rest my head on my arms, focusing on breathing deeply and basking in the delicious, wet warmth gathering between my thighs. I absolutely adore the sensation of the wet towel under my pussy, and when it’s bunched up just right and rubs further down towards my crack, it’s intoxicating.
Then there’s that feeling of pressure building in my pussy. I don’t know if it’s a need to piss, or if it’s the elusive squirt. But the more I grind, my hips working in this semi-circular pattern, the hot fullness inside me strengthens.
My thoughts get hotter too. I imagine a couple on their balcony, on a weekend getaway for just the two of them; they do a double-take as they catch sight of a beautiful, naked woman humping her towel on the beach. They can just see my moving form among the sea grasses, and though they’re shocked at first, the sight is ramping up their desire. They joke about my wanton display, appreciating how it’s making them horny, and they start to fondle each other. Maybe the husband will bend his wife over the railing and slip into her from behind, and they’ll create their own show while watching the one I’m providing. I wonder if other people, maybe a random single guy, is right at this moment in his hotel room, naked and masturbating and thinking about his future wife. He could even be my future husband and we have no idea how near we are to each other. Thinking of him dropping his shorts and sprawling out on his bed to rub his cock sparks more arousal in my brain.
I bear down, forcing a little trickle of liquid out. Mmm, it soaks the towel, and I grind deeper into that delicious wet spot. My cunt has been leaking its own slippery nectar, so I’m writhing in a warm patch of sexual wetness. It feels so wonderful, and I thank God for my body’s ability to know such pleasure. The setting, the possibility of being watched, and the sensations flooding my entire frame are hurtling me towards an orgasm.
The imagined couple on the balcony pound into each other harder, spurred on by the bold, innocent woman pleasuring herself in the sunset. I love the idea of inspiring a married couple to share their passion with each other. My imagined future husband in his hotel room jerks his cock faster, his mind’s eye feasting on his unknown future wife as she pleasures herself. His masculine grunts are like gasoline on my fire. Finally he can’t hold it anymore and starts cumming all over his hand.
That mental image and the liquid stream escaping my body now and again send me over the edge. I drop my head, gasping, pressing my pussy deeper into the towel, the breath pulled out of my body as I shake in climax. My body is so tense, and then it goes limp.
I lay there, regulating my breathing, conscious of the wetness beneath me. I’m damp with sweat.
Finally I roll over, needing to face upwards . . .
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I’m back on my bedroom floor, the fantasy stored away in its safe box for next time. Sometimes I laugh to myself, imagining my future husband is lying there beside me, and we talk for a minute about the fun we just shared. Other times, I’m weak and extremely hungry and need to nourish myself after such exertion. But every time, it’s a reminder that masturbation can be— and for me is—a way to wait in purity for marriage, and prepare and enjoy my body in the meantime.
Wow! What a beautiful and sexy fantasy!
You painted such a wonderful picture; beautifully capturing the thoughts in your mind and the sensations in your body.
Your writing is very, very good.
Thank you for sharing!
You're so welcome! Thank YOU for that high praise!
Yup worked me!
Hee hee thank you!
Yum! It is fun to imagine you in full erotic fantasy mode!
It is fun to put myself in fantasies too! 😋 Glad you enjoyed!
Thank you for sharing LLL. I’ve been a long time reader, and have enjoyed following your squirting journey. I had to join to comment and let you know your fantasy is something that happened to my wife and me a few years ago. We were on our balcony and spotted a young woman naked and masturbating on the beach (she was on her back though). My wife and I had such a passionate session as we watched her in the sand. We still use the memory to spice things up. I just want to reassure you that young women like yourself are truly a blessing to older married couples like us. Dreams do come true!
Oh that is so hot and fun! And it reassures me that my fantasy was well-intended in inspiring couples to pour out their desire on each other!
I shared your story with my wife, and we just had a steamy fuck down memory lane…only this time you were the star of the show. Wow. It absolutely blew our minds (and my load).
Oh that is crazy hot! Thank you for sharing that! I'm so glad I could play a role in inspiring some hot married loving! 😉
No thank you, LLL! My wife remarked about the sizable cumload I filled her with. She texted me it’s still seeping out of her today. All thanks to my edging to your stories yesterday. I hope we can inspire a fun playtime for you too!
I am going to be engaging in a sexual relationship with a woman 11 years older than me, is it a good idea?
Welcome to MarriageHeat, Rossin! As the name says, we focus on "heat" in married relationships. For many, many reasons, we believe a committed, married relationship is the best place (and the only appropriate place) for sex. In uncommitted relationships, it is a recipe for broken hearts and broken lives. This is a Christian site too, so of course we think there are moral reasons to keep sex only in marriage too! So if you're not married, then no, it's not a good idea to be in a sexual relationship, but not because of the age gap. But if you're thinking about getting married, an 11-year age gap is totally manageable. If you're 19 and she's 30, that's weird and probably unhealthy, but if you're 30 and she's 41, that seems fine. But of course, whatever your ages, we're all going to caution you against casual sex in an uncommitted relationship. It might be fun in the short term, but it's a recipe for all kinds of problems.
Furthermore, I'm one of the volunteer editors for the site, so I saw your submission asking for advice. We have a long backlog of submissions and probably can't publish your post for a couple of months, so I'll answer it here. You asked:
"I’m about to turn 23, and one fantasy that I want to do is to have sex with someone much older than me. I found someone a married women with kids and a husband, who is ready to engage in a sexual relationship with me. She is 13 years older than me. Is it a good idea?"
The answer is unequivocally "NO!" And frankly, I think you know that. You're just looking for justification to engage in your fantasy. I don't say this to be mean, you just need to know the truth. Don't do that. I get it, fantasies and sexual desires are powerful. But going after fantasies like this will destroy your life. Having casual sex with another single person is a self-destructive behavior, but knowingly committing adultery is WAY worse and way more destructive, both to yourself and other people. This woman who is willing to cheat on her husband is doing some very bad things too, but you have a choice to not participate in that. Don't do it. Don't do something that will likely destroy a family. Would you make two parents get divorced and make kids live through custody fights and all the other life disruption of a broken marriage and divorce, just so you can get your rocks off? You know that would be wrong. I don't say that to judge, I say that to caution you about the extreme destruction this act would cause. Do what you know is right. I know you can.
Rossin,
I DID marry a woman 11 years my senior. I was early 30s & she was early 40s. We waited for marriage before any sexual activity. I had kids from my first marriage. (She adopted them.) The age gap between my wife & I has been irrelevant. But becoming great friends first & waiting for marriage before sex made all the difference.
I have close to 200 stories on MH & I think those stories testify to the power of marriage and married sex! My Melody & I are now in our mid 70s & mid 60s. And although age and health issues have slowed us down some, if anything the lovemaking sex sessions we have are even more satisfying!
LLL, your future husband is going to be so blessed and you will be too because you are well aware how your body works for sexual pleasure. I’m still praying that you two find each other! Don’t give up. Remember that my Melody was single for a long time and marriage unleashed a sexy vixen in her!
Thanks LovingMan! Your prayers are deeply appreciated! You and Melody inspire me so much, so thank you for helping me on my journey of sexual growth!
Very hot!! My cock would undoubtedly rise to attention witnessing a show like that. And my future wife being so in tune with her sexuality in that way would be a major bonus
I hope more women will pursue intentional exploration and understanding of their bodies, so they can bring an informed, vibrant sexuality into marriage. Plus, it is just so good for while we're single! What a gift to enjoy this pleasure!
Bravo LLL.
"a way to wait in purity for marriage"
So often with regards to sex we talk about what is "lusting after/coveting", "adultery in the heart", and what is "impure". Teaching in the negative.
What you have given us in this story is an example of the positive, of sexual purity in action and thought.
God bless you Lovely L Lady.
Sarah K.
Thank you Sarah! Your encouragement has been a big reason I am on this path now!
Sarah – I have read your post on how the big M is a way to purity. I agree.
I lead a bible study on the first century Hebrew understanding of the end of days, and it has really enhanced my understanding of this. If I get permission from the admins, I would like to post an essay on the scripturallity of that very thing.
[From MH: Of course! Feel free to submit it any time. It will be subject to the usual review process and have to go through our queue of pending posts, but we'd welcome insights on such a topic.]
Thanks MH. I will start working on it. Not sure how long it will take, (life can be busy) as I have a series of 5-7 sermons to prepare, but I can almost guarantee this will come from an angle no one has considered before.
You are welcome LovelyLonelyLady.
Your openness has been of value to me that I can point to your stories as a positive example of healthy Christian sexual purity.
Thank you Watts2 for your support.
I was disappointed the other day that my purity story was rated at 3.6. I see right now it has climbed to 4.8! I am thrilled, as sometimes I feel like a lone voice. Still I find many unknowns. People saying, "yes Sarah, that's nice", does not fill in the gaps of what I see is missing. I look forward to what you write. I pray we can connect somewhere to discuss things.
I remember in January you wrote:
"It may interest you to know that (according to the book: Eros and the Jews, I think that was the name) there are some Haredi groups in Israel (ultra orthodox Jewish sects) where the mothers teach their daughters to masturbate at age 7."
https://marriageheat.com/2025/01/26/can-christian-singles-write-erotica/#comment-73403
That I want to know more about.
By the way, I think the Talmud is heretical as it came about after Christ had taken the teaching authority off the scribes and given it to the apostles. The concept of "semen that is spilled is the genesis of demons", I believe is from pagans. In effect, the Talmud contains some non-Jewish pagan beliefs and should be read with caution.
For newcomers who have not seen my purity article:
https://marriageheat.com/2024/06/02/masturbation-as-sexual-purity/
Well lovely one, once again you have sparked our imaginations and given us insight into your thoughts and feelings.
Such a beautiful setting on a public yet secluded beach. The risqué knowledge of exhibition and possibly be finding yourself the object of another's desires.
The idea that you are alone responding to your bodies needs, yet in full knowledge that there's a risk, a possibility that someone would be taking in your beautiful form. The human mind is indeed a marvelous thing able to produce images and settings for us that could bring us joy and pleasure and such a beautiful way.
I marvel at you lovely one.
Envisioning you and the beautiful soul that you are.
Imagining you as a mix of beauty and innocence yet womanly and full of the heat passionate desire.
You, my dear, are the perfect woman. And the husband that awaits you will have found a rare treasure.
Lady L. ♥️💋
That is so kind! 🥹 Thank you for those life-giving words! It's my prayer that I absolutely bless the man I marry and be a woman of vibrant faith, love, and passion.
Super hot, LLL! It really got me going. I had some fun while reading it. Thank you. Keep it up!
I could be that single guy masturbating in his room.
WOW!!
LLL, your stories are always hot, and this is the hottest of them all (so far…). 😉
Your fantasy is so parallel to one that I had almost 30 years ago. The short version is that my fantasy wife (at that time, I was in between marriages) and I had been passengers on a cruise ship. The ship docked about a quarter-mile offshore from a small island, and then offered jet-ski excursions. We were the only couple that took a jet-ski.
Alone on the island, we played in the warm surf for a while. Eventually, we could no longer keep our hands off of each other. We playfully undressed each other, one item at a time, and then fucked doggy-style at the edge of the water. Much to our surprise, we suddenly heard the thunder of hundreds of passengers APPLAUDING as they watched from the deck. For just a moment, it shocked us. But then, it spurred us on to complete the fun with a hot, wet, explosive mutual orgasm. We washed off in the surf, and then went back to the ship.
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And now, back to YOUR story. 😉
QUOTE: "…resting my upper body on my forearms so I can watch the sea."
Until reading that, I had imagined you facing the other way, so that the waves could tickle your pussy.
QUOTE: "The very feeling of my butt bouncing and jiggling arouses me. I admit I’m glad that consistent exercise has given me a more shapely and rounded bottom, and knowing how good it must look makes me shake it even more."
Just reading that almost made me cum. Prior to those lines, I had been stroking my dick a bit. But after reading that, I tightened my grip and started REALLY jacking off with enthusiasm. […]
EVERY DETAIL after those lines is so parallel to my way of thinking. It was SO arousing. I wanted to be the husband in the balcony couple. I wanted to be your future husband watching from afar. […] All of those fantasies at the same time, and then some. (I even have a "secret fantasy" that I think you would really enjoy, if only I could share it with you. But, it's too hot for even this site.) 😉
As you might recall, I have not shot a load of cum in more than 10 years. But now, as I alternate between typing and playing with my dick, warm precum is leaking out. I think that this story just might help with my internal healing (which I know that God has been working on for a few weeks now).
Thank you, and keep posting.
Thank you TO47! I'm so complimented you enjoyed the story! And that was a hot fantasy you shared there too! 😉 I'm praying that God grants you complete healing, and if it is His will, another chance at a hot, happy marriage. With Him all things are possible!
LLL – great story. I ESPECIALLY liked one phrase: " I thank God for my body’s ability to know such pleasure. " That is a VERY important point, to remember God is the one who designed our bodies to experience this kind of pleasure; and keeping that in mind can help us from taking it too far in the wrong direction. (too easy to do)
Glad you enjoyed it! Yes, that has been a huge truth in helping me embrace my sexuality: God made it! It is a good thing and not to be ashamed of.
This fantasy gives me a fantasy of my own of a world in which my wife and I are [that married couple] on a mid-floor balcony overlooking the beach as the sun starts to set.
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Thank you, as ever, for your glorious writing. It's helped me through many a lonely night as I fantasize about a future with my wife where we are free to enjoy each other enjoying the liberties and joy you've described so well. Your towel is not the only wet one!
[Edited by MH: Welcome to our site, IAH! Just as a friendly reminder, please have a read through our guidelines page. We ask that erotic stories of this kind not be posted in the comments, but submitted as stories instead, so that comment sections remain reserved for discussions about the original post, and don't get filled up with other people's stories. If you do have a story you want to share that's relevant to the post you're commenting on, please keep it short—no more than a few hundred words. Otherwise, if it's over 300 words and you still want to share it, please submit it as a story for publication. The fantasy you wrote about was over 900! We copied it into a story draft on your account, and you are free to make edits and submit it for publication if you'd like. You're also free to re-submit it as a comment here, we just ask that you make it a very abbreviated version (again, less than 300 words) in order to not fill up the comment section. Thanks!]
Thank you! I pray that if your marriage is struggling, you will see restoration and newness soon!