Where Are You?

I want to find you, I am searching for you. My match, my better half, my forever and always, my companion, my love. But where are you? Where do I find you? Where do I even start? Who are you? Have we met? Am I looking in all the wrong places? Who am I without you? A broken heart waiting to be mended together by your love. I know you. You are sweet, kind and gentle. You treat me like I am a princes, because you know I am the daughter of a King. You respect me because you are a prince, the son of a King. You love God even more than you love me, if that’s even possible, because he gave me to you.

You love my family, you shake my father’s hand, you buy flowers for my mother. You tell her she is beautiful and a window into your future. You are sweet, kind and gentle, but where are you? You treat my body with respect because you know that our bodies are a temple of God. You know my boundaries and would never ask to cross them. I can only hope you can forgive my indiscretions. I hope you have waited for me, although I have not waited for you. I am terribly sorry for my mistakes and I know you will have the same compassion that our Lord does when I ask for your forgiveness. I am already in love with you, now I just have to find you.  I know that you are out there somewhere and that God will lead us to each other. I just hope it’s quick because I’m lonely waiting for you.