The Virtuous Vixen
This summer, I bought my first thongs and began wearing them pretty much all the time, except for when “that” time of the month hit. It took some adjusting, because I’m so used to regular panties and always want to pull them out of my crack when they get stuck. But the thongs are nice and thin and stretchy, so I barely feel them.
I remember the first Sunday I wore a thong under my skirt to church. I felt so naughty! It’s possible that anyone with eagle eyes could have seen the outline of the thong, since I often wear pencil skirts. And I’m generally pretty wet for a lot of my cycle, so that was even more naughty. Of course, it was summer, so I was sweating too, but the gooey cream soaking the crotch of the thong was not sweat.
I accompanied the hymns on the piano and went to my seat, feeling like everyone was zeroing in on my skimpy underwear right through my clothes. But I also felt very feminine. I sat in the pew imagining that my future husband was up on the stage, singing a special, and rousing my desire and admiration for him. Then I pictured him beside me, maybe adroitly touching me. If people could read minds, they would probably be greatly shocked at the thoughts in their shy pianist’s head. I doubt that people look at me and think, “Wow, she’s sexy!” Little do they know how I think and how I plan to act with my husband someday!
The sermon turned my attention to the Lord, as it always does, coming from our able pastor. I’m always refreshed by the preaching and the moving of the Spirit in my soul. As I listened, and later when I got up to play the invitation, a title came to me: the virtuous vixen. That was me. Quiet, classily dressed, unassuming, just there to serve the Body of Christ and worship Him. Inside…steaming, adventurous, imaginative, excited about future sexual discoveries. With God’s help, I’m aiming to be a woman of virtue, pure and lovely in heart, seeking the Lord always. And by His blessing, I have also uncovered the joyfully sexual woman deep within me, and thus intend to be, for the right man, a vixen. Virtuous vixen.
Love the phrase “virtuous vixen” 😊
LLL,
Reading your post made me so hard.
Believe it or not, some of us men also enjoy wearing sexy underwear. Because I'm a "grower" and not a "shower", my penis is quite small when flaccid, so I need something with support. I like wearing thong mesh underwear. Yes, you can see right through it. It's almost like nothing is there but it gives me the support I need. I don't like the feel of my penis hanging straight down in front of me while walking around and sitting, so I like something tight that holds my flaccid penis up against my groin.
I appreciate all of your contributions to this forum.
Wow! Exactly what I want from my future wife.
My wife just went full thong this year except for that time …she got used to them but wouldn't have it any other way now. She said it makes her feel sexy and that she knows they drive me nuts I'm a good way and got to be real .
comfortable.
She will use them as a tease as well…like today she sent me a pic of what she chose to wear under her outfit tonight for a bday party saying I better remove them from her by midnite. Story to. One in that one…def plan to be in bed with my hot wife at midnite especially w little one at a sleep over
I can’t recall when I’ve seen so many perfect ‘5’ votes! LLL what you wrote is so God honoring and a celebration of how He created woman and man in His image. You will be a Virtuous Vixen for God’s choice for you!
As you work through your mental health challenges, focus on the encouragement that many on MH give to you. You bless many here! Be grateful and thankful every day for who you are. I’ve found that just praying out my thankfulness and gratefulness to the Lord (when I’m down) amazingly works on my emotional well being. You have so much to be grateful and thankfully for, my dear!
This community means the world to me, and I praise God for it. Thank you for that encouragement! I am so blest in spite of the health struggles.
… Hubbie here. This is good! We (Queen and I) totally agree that Christian women can and should be virtuous on the outside and in public, but definitely vixen on the inside and with their spouse!
We also like to “Take It Back” (TIB), that is, heat from the world. Vixen has a different meaning outside of hot, biblical monogamy, but we (Christians) can and should TIB that heat back into monogamous marriage.
Good one!
This is absolutely beautiful in every way. I love your journey, your outlook, and everything you’ve shared of your mindset.
LLL, this is a beautiful story. I love the way you wove your faith with your sexuality. This is very real for many of us, although I think we are scared to admit it.
As someone that has a love for panties this story hit me pretty hard. 😉 I think most of us guys can tell when a woman is wearing a thong, because there are no lines and things giggle a bit differently.
My wife knows I have a love for her panties. Just a couple nights ago as I sat in my chair working on our business, she came out of the bathroom naked and told me she was going to go to bed and play and invited me to join her. After finishing what I was doing i took my clothes off and headed to join her. As I passed the bathroom I couldn’t help but notice her panties, laid out in a way to obviously get my attention. When I picked them up and found that special spot it became clear why she headed to the bedroom. Her panties were wet and the smell was amazing! I walked into the bedroom with the wetness of her panties glued to my nose. And of course the story continues..
Thanks again LLL, I also greatly appreciate all you contribute.
Being a "Virtuous Vixen" is such a beautiful thing, LLL! I love this mindset! It would drive me insane in such a good way to know that my future wife was secretly dressing and thinking in such a way. Keep that up! I know your future man will be wild for this idea. At least, he better be! Otherwise he'd need some sense talked into him, haha!
I just had an idea to add! When the time comes for you to get married, maybe you could consider replacing the screen name "LovelyLonelyLady" with "VirtuousVixen"! I think that would be an appropriately timed and beautifully symbolic change.
Thanks, PatientPassion! I appreciate that. And I love the name change idea. Maybe it will someday happen!
"Virtuous vixen"
VV instead of LLL.
"With God’s help, I’m aiming to be a woman of virtue, pure and lovely in heart, seeking the Lord always. And by His blessing, I have also uncovered the joyfully sexual woman deep within me."
Lovely statement LLL. The passion you have developed for masturbation I think is symbolic of your growth as a good woman, both pure and sexual. Like the Shulamite, with her "hand dripping with myrrh" , (Songs 5:5).
https://marriageheat.com/2024/06/02/masturbation-as-sexual-purity/
I realize I’m late to this one, but man I just had to comment on it lol. Such a simple post but it’s soo fucking hot LLL. I wasn’t planning on pulling my cock out for some afternoon fun, but I just have to today 😂
A single virgin waiting for marriage with full devotion to Christ is simultaneously leaking juices from her throbbing pussy onto her tight thong.. in church!! 🥵 if I was dating a girl and she told me she did that, I’d probably cream myself right then and there 😂😂
I hope my future wife is playing these same kind of games with herself while she waits.
With the pencil skirt.. were you worried about your juices leaking through the thong and onto the skirt?? Or was it a dark enough color that it wouldn’t have been noticeable? This does remind me a little bit of a story that was posted a while ago on here. I forget who wrote it, but he was at church and saw that a fellow church member was going panty-less under her skirt when it blew up from the wind. At least you won’t have that problem if you keep wearing pencil skirts haha!
May your desire to honor God in purity and love be rewarded with a marriage that is both sacred and full of joy.
Gob bless you LLL.
LLL,
Begin with I agree with the above comment about your name should be VV for virtuous virgin.
I know for a fact that you are not the sole person married or single who has come to church hiding your sexual side under acceptable clothing. And that would be both men and women.
And there is nothing wrong with discreetly being true to your sensual side.
There should be no guilt or shame in it.
The fact that you are strong in the face of temptation is such a lesson we're so many others.
For we all know that temptation is always present calling us to take part.
I could share in personal stories of both victory and failure in my life as could my husband. But it's nothing uncommon to any average man or woman whether they be clergy or parishioner. What does they be man or woman whether they be married or single.
Sexual need and desire is something that's built into us. The key is in not allowing it to master us for we should only have one master and that would be the one who created us and saves us.
This confession of your own way of living out your sensuality is indeed inspiring and arousing.
I am sure that as you describe yourself playing piano or sitting in the pew that every reader including myself imagined you, in both your thoughts your needs and your physical appearance.
In the sense seeing through your clothing in our minds and being able to identify with the seething desire within you.
I can identify with you as many of us can or I'm sure that many of us carry these same thoughts and desires within us.
one has to wonder if we had xray eyes how many vibes, buttplugs, men wearing womens panties or thigh highs or women wearing exotic undergarments would be under any given persons clothing.
I have since being here discovered the temptation to write comments that are meant to stir arousal in the readers of my words.
Finding delight in hearing from others that it acheived that goal.
M. And I have many times used the words of others here to stor our own sexual desires whether solo masturbation or raw passionate sex between us. Your words as well as others here included!
( My mind stirring fantasies of you and your son at the piano while completely soaked with your aroused essence oozing out of you the fabric of your panties.)
I will save sharing my own words ir experience here in favor of honoring the virtuous elements of your story.
Thank you so much for your honest transparency in sharing your thought, feelings and daring exploits.
We have come to adore and care about you though your beautiful words.❤️💋🫂
Lady L. 💋