Bring Me Back, Baby
Hello MH,
This is my first post, and I would like to say that my lovely wife Jessa has already read this story. I must say that the positive comments we received on her first post were very touching and amazing.
Since our son will be here by the time this is posted I just wanted to share a story before our newest addition arrives.
Marriage has its rough times and in our two years of marriage we have experienced a few rough patches, but we recover.
Here’s a story about one of our most intense arguments in our marriage.
“Are you serious?” She said to me.
“Yes,” I said holding Vivianne in my arms.
The argument got heated so I called my mom so she could take Vivianne out while we made up.
After my mom had left with Vivianne, the fight got even worse.
“You are not the person I thought I married!” Jessa yelled at me.
“Marriages have their ups and downs it completely normal, baby, please stop!” I said to her, attempting to hold her hand before she backed away.
“You have no clue how my life has been when you’re gone! I can’t fly with you anymore like I used to! We have a daughter!” Jessa said with tears forming in her eyes.
(Note: if you read her other story, it said that she’s an airline flight attendant, and I’m a commercial pilot.)
“It’s not my fault! Talk to the manager! Yeah, I got you pregnant but that doesn’t matter, we both know that Vivianne is not a mistake.” I said with my voice rising.
“I know our daughter is not a mistake I’m just saying I got pregnant a couple of years into my career! I can’t go back and fly with you anymore! I love you but I just can’t.” She said, her eyes now filled with tears.
“Don’t cry! Wait, are you on your period?” I asked sensing she’s more emotional today.
“No, I’m not on my period! Just stop! I can’t take it anymore! I need air; I need space from you!” She said still yelling but with tears running down her face.
She was furious, and I didn’t expect what was coming next.
“Can you please stop yelling at me, baby!” I said looking deep into her glossy eyes.
“No, I need to let this all out! I don’t want to take it out on you, but you’re making me mad!” She said with more tears forming.
“I know you need to let it out! Don’t take it out on me, Jessa!” I said getting annoyed.
“Don’t you dare use that tone with me! I’m your wife!” She said.
“I’m sorry but can we both just calm down, this all started with my next flight! Now it’s all about our personal life!” I said.
“Yeah it got to our personal life, I’m glad it did.” She said giving me a serious face.
“Why are you glad?” I asked her.
“I’m pregnant again.” She said with tears running down her face, tears of joy.
“What? Are you serious?” I asked shocked.
“Yes! I found out last week but haven’t gotten the chance to tell you.” Jessa said smiling.
I took her into my arms and kissed her head. Overjoyed with happiness, I couldn’t stop smiling.
Jessa looked at me and kissed me. I kissed her back, and we began making out.
I led her to our bedroom, and we stripped down. I picked her up, and we fell into bed.
She kissed me and began pumping my penis.
“Mmmm oh, I need to be inside you,” I said rubbing her thigh.
She slowly stopped and spread her legs for me, I leaned over and entered inside of her.
We both moaned and kissed. I began thrusting.
I’m not very loud in bed, but recently I am; I’m not exactly sure if it’s because I’m hornier or, it’s because I’ve grown more comfortable sexually.
“Oh baby, ahh faster! Don’t stop! Oh, baby, I love you!” She said getting louder.
I picked up my speed and began thrusting faster.
“Jess, this feels so good! You’re so tight and wet, I just want to be inside you all the time!” I said climaxing.
“Oh, I’m going to cum! Oh, I’m gonna cum! Oh, I’m cummiiing!” Jessa yelled.
She spasmed and moaned.
“Oh, Jessa! I love making love with you! I’m gonna cum!” I said tilting my head back.
“Cum, baby! Come on! Send your seed up into me!” Jessa said encouraging me.
My dick began to throb.
“I’m cumming!” I yelled.
I spasmed and came inside her. My toes curled.
After my orgasm subsided we rolled and she was on my stomach.
“I can’t wait to have another child with the love of my life!” I said looking deep into her eyes.
“Pssh you can’t wait to screw me again when I’m not pregnant!” Jessa said with a laugh.
I smacked her ass a few times and said, “You know me so well! But still, I’m going to be a father again! Plus we have awesome pregnancy sex!”
“I love you, Jessa!” I said then kissed her forehead.
“I love you more than the stars, Gabriel.” She said smiling at me.
We then fell asleep.
(Submitted June 22, 2016 and put in the pending stories)
Wow. He really loved you Jess. He'd want you to be happy too, and that's what I'd tell myself when our beautiful daughter first died. I'm glad that you are starting a new life. I love you and those precious children of yours, and your unborn child of course. And I also feel a kind of love for you dearly departed Gabriel. I don't know how you do it. I don't know how I'd be if I lost my precious husband even though we already experienced the pain of losing our daughter. But at the same time, I'm so proud of you for being strong, for yourself and your children. Gabe would've wanted that my dear. He'd be proud of you too. God bless you, and may He keep you <3
I forgot all about this sort of his, as soon as I saw my name, my heart stopped. Re-reading this and remembering how everything was before this post, makes me happy but sad. I know that he is with our Father and I rejoice knowing that but also I know that I still sleep alone. Being pregnant so soon with someone else's baby -whether it's someone I know deeply or not, it still makes me feel somewhat guilty.
I know that Gabriel would want me to be happy and I've gotten happier by each and every minute of these few days. God gave and still is giving me strength and I pray every night to keep me strong and give me strength.
Today, I look in the mirror and see the person God wanted me to be; I see the person that gave her life twice, I see the person who seeks the Word of God, and lastly I see the woman who has been through it all.
Somehow, someway God will give me even more strength and power to seek His Word and to live my everyday life. I won't stop believing.
God bless all the beating hearts and souls out in this world.
Jessica, praying for you dear young lady! I hope you are smiling today and resting in God's grace. We are thinking about you. 🙂 LH
does this mean your second child is not gabe's? sorry to be so direct but i am little confused. take care.
Hi sk! Don't worry, I don't mind!! This will be my third child and the father is not Gabriel; it's my best friends baby Jake. Gabriel died a few days after we welcomed our second child, hope that helps!
I wish if he was with you (Jessa) today. The story made me cry. He isno longer with us but people are reading his story. How r you doing jessa? How's thing between you nd Jake now (if you don't mind me to ask)
Hi Crystal, don't worry, I'm a very open person!!
I'm hanging on! I've gotten stronger by the days. Jake and I are doing great actually. He already has proved his maturity to me and I pray and hope that continues when the baby is botn.
Jake is already a very responsible and mature adult even before I got pregnant and he has already told me that he'll be at my side during the birth and throughout the pregnancy.
He's excited because this is his first born. Our relationship has changed a lot and I mean I knew it would because know we'll be parents together.
I'm just waiting for what the future holds! God bless you!!
Hi jessa
Glad to know that things are going well in your life. Please stay strong and take care of your self. Hopefully things will get better in further.
So excited for you! When are you due now?
Awe thank you!! I'm not exactly sure. My guess is probably early May. So another spring baby!!
Jessa,
I have been away on vacation and while I have read MH, commenting from a phone can be tedious! Anyway, WOW! First, Gabriel's story is beautiful and what a treasured memory for you. Hold onto it dearly. Second, another WOW! Congratulations on the new baby! Life sure takes some twists and turns. I pray that you continue to thrive and that happiness will find you everyday.
That's awesome! You must have been somewhat close you Jake before I'm guessing. Would love to hear about it if so. I had a similar situation, my hubby got ill and wanted me to marry his best friend after he passed, we got close as hubby was slipping and hubby was glad. When he passed we waiting the 9 days of mourning and then married and he got me pregnant our first night!! Was nice to feel a cock in me again cuz it had been awhile!! I loved my first husband dearly and he knew I would be well cared for by Micky, and I am!! I miss Hubby's cock cuz it was the first I ever had but Micky's is great too!! I love him dearly!! Hang in there Jessa, love Jake with your whole self, he is your man now!! God bless 🙂
You are right, Jake and I were close at one point in our lives but now I can say twice in our lives. When I was sixteen, him and I began a relationship. After two years, we had almost had sex and I broke it off with him.
I left him heartbroken because by the time we both were adults and he told me he was going to propose. I fled the state, married Gabriel, starting a family and after Gabriel died, I came back to state I had fled, five years ago; Nevada hasn't changed.
Jake comforted me, he cared for my children and I. But one night, I just lost control and kissed him. It all started with a kiss and then it ended with tears.
I felt ashamed and guilty and I threw him out. Looking back at our relationship almost a decade ago, I realize that I always pulled away from him. But now I know I can't and I won't because we are going to be parents together.
I wasn't going to tell you all this but I mean it's a big reason why I slept with Jake, of course we made the decision. Gabriel left us each letters that was left in his will.
He must've known what was coming when he died, sadly. My letter said:
"My dearest wife, Jessica, the mother of my children. When I die, I want you to spend your life with someone special, someone that was before me, Jake."
That really was it about Jake. When I read your comment I wanted to share this. Gabriel knew that Jake still had strong feelings for me and that I deep down had feeling for Jake, but knew I wouldn't abandon my family.
Jake and I are getting closer and I don't know what the future holds, all I know is that I can trust and pray to God. I do have this feeling that I will marry soon, but will go slow. Who knows, I could get married next week, or next year. Whatever feels right and I'm sure this is what God intended then I will go for it. But my children come first.
Wow Jessa. Reading that from Gabriel must have been very intense and emotional. I hope that you and Jake continue to grow closer and stronger together.
I have to get on here more often, I had to do some catching up. Very beautiful story from Gabriel, it will be a memory you will always cherish. As for you and Jake, like many on MH, I had a feeling. I pray for you and your children everyday Jessa, and I've also been praying to God about Jake's presence in your life. I know our judgement is not always best in times of grief, but God is good and full of grace. This is the start of a new chapter, and the start of a new family for you, your children, and Jake. God bless you and your family. Stay strong Jessa.
I'm sure you have a long story just like most people and I don't need to know it all but Thank you for being so open and willing to share with us, hopefully it helped you to let it out some, God will see you thru Jessa, enjoy each moment and know there is so much more to life then just sex. It feels great! I know that. I'm sure you miss that on a regular basis, be sure you don't just go grabbing for it from just anyone. It's good to hear you are taking it slow, God bless and keep us posted as you wish 🙂