My lover, I wait
My darling
I yearn for you
I desire your embrace
your arms at my waist
your head on my shoulder
your lips at my neck
as your hold me and cherish me
I am weak with wanting for your love
as it seeps into me from your touch
through your arms as they embrace me
through the weight of your head as it rests on me
through your lips as they caress me
as protection and provision you have sought for me fill our courtyard
My beloved
I am yours
though we, neither of us, know the other
I love you and wait in my garden
praying for you and those who care for you in my stead
Though I wait, it is not done in passivity
I hurt
the gate of my garden was discovered by a trickster
when I was barely a bud
long before I was ready to bloom
I hurt too
because the courtyard of my parents was left untended
neglected
my brothers and sisters too were injured
in the rot that our parents received from forefathers
I work with a gentle and nurturing gardener
to help me heal the vandalism at my gate
and remove the rot from my garden
that when we build our courtyard
my work will not bring such taint with it
I am afraid to look for you
my heart
because my insides are shattered
and are weary from the injury done to me
I am afraid of imposters that would lure me
with soothing words and touches
and that I would allow them into your place
I wait for you
my love
guarding my secret garden from further harm
building it up for the day
I may give you the only key
that we may bask in its fragrance
Tender and personal. Lovely.
My heart can't help but break when I read these yearnings for a love. But you have written it so well and I hope that you and the others who have written these tender posts will find love. You'd make wonderful spouses. God bless you
That was very touching. I feel the same way! Ty for sharing.
Beautiful! May God grant you the wisdom to both guard wisely – while not being paralyzed by past fears. A balance that He can give you to be both careful – yet open.
God bless you. LH
Encouraging knowing you have worked at healing, forgiving, and readying yourself for honest oneness.
After intercourse many people claim that they lost energy and vigour. Is it really true?