So I’m not sure if I’m doing this right or what, but I can’t take it anymore. I’m a 23 year old male and have been a Christian for about 7 months now. I have a high sex drive and it’s hurting me; I need a woman to love me with desire and who wants to just suck me.
I haven’t watched porn in seven months since becoming a Christian, and I haven’t masturbated in 7 months—so 7 months with nothing. I take cold showers also. I quit it all cold turkey, as they say, and have had wet dreams and more sexual desires than ever before. I like to think it’s Satan is doing it so that I fall, but I want to do it God’s way and get married to a Christian woman first, since I’m a Christian also.
I just want to be kissed, desired, treated with love, and be sucked off. I know the verse that says it’s better to marry than to burn with passion, but I’m burning, all right! I’m burning to be married and have Godly wild sex with my future wife, and I can’t do it. It’s just too much. I need a woman! I need to talk to someone… I don’t know anymore. I need a woman who’ll let me love her, who’ll let me suck and squeeze her tits, and kiss her. I want us to make each other happy.
I’m sorry if this was too much, but I’m on edge right now. I’ve been horny all day and have been as hard as a baseball bat. Can anyone help me? Does God want me like this?
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