Entries by CrazyHappyLoved

What Women Want

I hate generalizations. I don’t assume that my thoughts and feelings, likes and dislikes, wants and needs represent the majority of women. But, for the sake of getting the ball rolling on a discussion of What Women Want (sexually), here goes: See Me Do you like it when I wear a certain style of clothing? […]

Fifty Shades of Rez

I knelt by the closed door: hands open, palms up, on my slightly parted thighs; back straight but head tilted down; eyes focused on my knees. My lips couldn’t resist a slight curve when I heard the deep intake of breath as Rez turned and caught sight of me. But he resumed his preparations while […]

The Cookie: or Why Wait?

There’s a cookie on the table. It’s a kind you’ve never tried before, a white chocolate macadamia nut cookie with tiny bits of raspberry mixed in.  Momma said she baked it for you, just because she loves you, but you can’t have it until after dinner. But it looks so good! You gaze longingly at […]

Tears to Smiles, Part 2 (L)

You can read Part 1 here. … “I just want you to fuck me all day,” I smiled. And so the day began. “Well, you’d best help me set your blanket up, then.” Rez dragged our covers off the bed. Taking the waterproof throw from the top of our ‘toy chest,’ he tossed me one […]

Tears to Smiles, Part 1 (L)

“I’ll get the kids tucked in and then I’ll join you.” I kissed my husband’s cheek as he headed off to bed. But once night-night prayers were said and our Bible chapter read, I really needed a potty break! By the time I made it to the bedroom, Rez was already sawing logs. Oh, well. […]

Please, Please! (L)

I stirred as he reached for me in his sleep. Wrapped in his arms, my back to his chest, it was impossible for me to drift off again.  Just the touch of our naked skin created an ache, deep and low. But I knew how much he needed his rest. Vasectomy on Monday! After eight […]

How God Saved My Marriage

[Note: This story is about one couple’s journey into a God-honoring marriage. It is meant to encourage those who have struggled or are struggling with sin in their relationship, not to glorify it. If it will offend or cause you to stumble, please do not read it.] We all have baggage, right? We all have […]

I Need to Hear It

Rez and I have been married for almost 27 years. While I had gone to church as a child, I had not walked a godly path before our marriage in our early twenties. Sad to say, we didn’t afterward either. We both made some really bad choices, separately and together, that eventually came close to […]